DIRTY PRETTY THINGS.

Sing a happy song.

2011-09-11T06:56:00.000-07:00

YO MUNYONG. LOL.

I don't know what to say lea.
The only reason why i'm blogging now is because of you :/ and i have a strong feeling i'm gonna have insomnia tonight. Damn. YOU TELL ME HOW?! T.T

And i haven't finish my homework! Maths homework to be exact.
My math teacher super scary. She has the two huge eyes that keep blinking.
And guess what? She always know me as the quiet ones. LOL. I'm not sure if that's a good thing.

Anyway, im sec3 now. And i'm gonna be stuck in this shitty school for another two whole years. Sad eh? T^T
I am still deciding if i should go wushu when the others are not around in school anymore.. :/ Maybe i should just go there for PT eh? Well, to get prepare for army. LOL. IM JUST KIDDING!
I AM NOT GOING ARMY OKAY.

Oh, this post is to you leh. HO WEN YONG. That's your surname right? :/

Kay, too much words alrdy. Post a pic kay? :D
K, it's on top. I lazy bring down. :P
So, do i still ahve that half smile half sad look? ._.

hey! I just realised the top few sentence all have a erm.. what do you call that... emoticon? ... er. i dont know lah. All have emoticon at the end of each line. Coooool hor?

Time check: 10:07PM

I gotta go chiong homework already. Yeah, at this time. Got problem with that?

Chiongster mood: ON.

Psssst. I took less than 5 minutes to say all this shit. (: I AM FAST.

2011-09-09T06:57:00.001-07:00

Pinky promise?

2011-09-08T04:47:00.000-07:00

SHOULD I GO NEPAL?

Weird eh? Haven't been blogging for so long and the first thing i typed was that question. Ha.

Anyway, my life is .. erm.. screwed up. I am regretting alot of things.
I think i am gonna regret joining Nepal. I regret making pinky promise. I regret choosing CCHY in one of my 6 choices.

Well, i am now stuck in this oh-so-disgusting school, made a promise with my friend(i dont even know if she's my friend now) and i joined something that will not make me happy. Oh, btw, EOY is coming. So much bullshit going on.
Yay. My life is awesome! Agree?

On the bright side... okay, i can't think of anything.
oh wait! At least my grades improved! And so as my sprinting (that's what my coach said)! :D Hehehe. I guess those jogs with Winnie really paid off alittle huh?

ha! Ivory's zilian. LOL. Okay, actually no lah. I took it in the a bus and i look like im about to fall, thus, ivory was just trying to reach out her hands to me to make sure i wont fall. Hehe. She so cute!

Ice-cream date with Beining and Jiaqi @ Swensens. Apparently, the ice cream makes grumpy old woman happy! :D yay!

My gek-sai look ._. @ Ikea.

Shit, why am i blogging now when i should be chionging my homework ?!
"Wtf the holidays like haven't start going to end already. " - Kahwai.

Ohwell. I shall just learn to dance in the rain. Happiness isn't all about sunshine.
ooops, am i talking to chim here? LOL

P.S: After blogging for so long, i realise i shouldn't break any promises. It hurts people.

2011-08-16T07:53:00.000-07:00

2011-07-30T11:20:00.001-07:00

" My 8 year old sister's advice on boys.
Me: What do you do when you like a boy?
Sister: You tell him.
Me: And if he doesn't like you?
Sister: You kill him. "

2011-07-27T09:12:00.001-07:00

Before you kiss me..

•grab my waist
•pull me closer to your body
•look into my eyes
•look at my lips while biting your lip
•look back into my eyes again
•grab my face gently
•then slowly lean in and kiss me

Breakeven.

2011-07-17T07:49:00.000-07:00

hiiiii (:

Im in pretty good mood now. Yes, i know tomorrow is a MONDAY. So why am i happy??
CAUSE IT ALL ENDS .. TOMORROW?! Get it? No?
Im watching harry potter tomorrow! And i just solved a maths question :)
hehehe.

But i feel lousy at the same time. I used 15 minutes to solve that question ( its a graph thingy question ), i can't find the iphone folder in my laptop, i don't have the guts to text someone and i use 1 month to read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows ( well, luckily Ivory doesnt mind ).

It's 11:11pm nowwwwwwwww! <3

Kay.

Anyw, lately, i've been thinking of something. Something like.. " what makes a good friend ? " While thinking about this, it somehow leads to guy who used to be my good friend. If you tell me if i love him? Hell yeah, i do, in those friends way though. He is very important to me. But this year, he sort of disappeared. ( not disappear in the way that he don't go school but disappear in a way that he and i don't talk anymore. We act like strangers. ) A text from him = my mood. I miss him.

And everytime i tried texting him, his reply will usually be very short. And treats me very "coldly" :( Saddddd.

Apparantly, i think i did nothing wrong to make him pissed. Well, maybe i did, im not really sure. But he shouldnt treat me so coldly for 4 months yea?! :/

So, help please? What should i do?

2011-07-10T06:56:00.000-07:00

Busy life.
I can't really remember much of what i've did. But i think its kinda boring except that i nearly die from an accident because of a drunk people on street when i was cycling at night. Still, that night was coolios (:
And uh, my butt kinda ached after that. Oh, i think i cycled 10km. LOL
See uh..
My house > school > Yishun park 3 rounds > then went back home by a super duper long way.

So, yea. Of course i've did some other stuff lahhh. Like.. Deleting msges from 3 of my "friends" in my phone. For your info, i dont delete my msges at all. Just that, those msges just left some really really sad memories for me. Actually, those are not sad memories lah.. i will just go " What happen to us? " and then i'll feel sad. Pffft. So i might as well just delete it? I think i'll regret it. But haiya, i shall just go find better friends. Who needs somebody who've broke your heart before? Tsk.

Kay, it's 10:23pm. I shall go back to my work now. Buhbye.

Bytheway, cry if you need. (: Crying really helps.

Not ready.

2011-06-27T06:09:00.000-07:00

First day of school.
I feel sad today.
I feel that im lack of love.
Lack of love from friends.
I feel that they find me irritating and annoying.
Am i paranoid?
I think i can't take it any longer.
What should i do?
Cry?

Fear.

2011-06-26T06:33:00.000-07:00

Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school

Yes, tomorrow a day all students hate. What's that? I can't remember..
Ohyes! SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW. -.-
I used " hate " because .. some students even wanted the school to be burn down or flooded etc. LOL. So.. yeah.
Seriously, that pond over there should make good use of itself and make CCHY flood.

Kay, anyway, i realised i didnt update much during June hols. I guess i am a busy lady this ~~holiday~~ month.

And can you believe i didnt go shopping this month? And i only went swimming once?!
If you ask me if i enjoy my holiday, i'll probably go "whaaat? Holiday? Are we even having holiday?" No joke.

So, holiday. What did i do?
Hmm..

WUSHU CAMP.

Uh, i think im a failure in leading my group. I didnt even know there were fights going on until i see two of my group members weeping away. BOYS SOMEMORE.
Oh, my group name: BOSS.
Then everybody will be like.. " hey BALLS " -.-
Leading the group together with Kimberley. We're always together. LOL

HAHAHA! Does it looks like we're really kissing?
I think my lips are abit squashed, thus, it really look real. But actually we're just kissing the air. TEEHEE. ME NO LESBIAN KAY!

And yeah, holidays are spent with G96! :) I can see that we are very bonded now.
We talk about EVERYTHING. REALLY ;)
Like... whatever you are gonna talk about later, we probably talk about it before. hehehe.
Oh by the way, im falling in love with night cycling. Shiok!

Generation96, one thing that keeps me strong. If you think i am strong mentally or physically, you should really check out the other members in g96. They will make you "WOW, kay, im weak."

Wait, i still think my mummy is stronger. Mentally and Phyiscally.
She managed to wake up every weekdays + saturdays at 5am without fail even though she worked till 7pm and sometime even to midnight. She has problem walking(because she gave birth to me at 40, so she sort of hurt her leg when im on the way out) but still managed to carry those heavy ingredients around and stand in the kitchen whole day, also, serve food all by herself. She smiles, everyday. Yet, NO COMPLAIN. :')

kaykaykay, i think i should be a strong girl too! So, school? IM NOT AFRAID OF YOU :) SEE YOU TOMORROW, SCHOOL.

P.S: I think i forget alot of stuff on what i did this hols. Shall blog when i remember.

I still remember. Do you?

2011-06-14T06:27:00.000-07:00

Basil Chicken Aglio > Mushroom soup > Sushi(s) > Honeydew Sago > Shilin's Crispy Chick > Vanilla Icecream > Dinner @Swensen.
That's what i had yesterday.

Milk with Koko Crunch > Chicken Rice.
That's what i had today.

I think i was really hungry or maybe mouth itchy or sth? Er.. Not because im in some break down commotion thing. :)

Anyw, currently, i regretted watching KungfuPanda 2 for the second time today. I should've go for the Wushu meeting just now. They went shopping :(
Apparently, that's not the only thing i regretted.
I regretted eating Black Forest Mcflurry (Macdonald) though it wasnt me who bought it, it was my dad, and yea, it's awfully sweet!

By the way, the reason why my dad treated me that sweet thing was funneh.
He caught me watching Toy Story 3 at 2am on Friday, thus, he confiscated my laptop.
Don't ask me what's wrong with watching that moive at 2am on Friday during June Hols, i dont know why either.

On Sunday night:
- reading Harry Potter and the deathly Hallows - (i was reading it on Saturday too)
Papa: -Pass laptop to me-
Me: huh?
Papa: Im not use to you reading a book everytime i see you, you should really go back to your cyber world.
Me: HAHAHAHAHA!
Papa: eh, recently i think i saw a new icecream thing at Mac leh. You want?
Me: OKAY!!

I realised im really lucky to have a dad like him.
When i lost my phone, he gave me an iphone.
When i lost my school shoes, he gave me money to buy a shoe that cost $105(??)
TEEHEE.

Speaking of lucky, i think i am really lucky to have such awesome friends around me :D hehehe.

Erm.. maybe not those who will catch a grenade for you .. but i have friends that are not very xiaoqi. I really hate those xiao qi gui.
Well, i have friends that will still ask me out even thought im always late.
I have friends who dont mind lending you money even if i will return them after 4 weeks or so.

And recently i have sort of reunite with one awesome childhood friend :D

HAHAHA! I seriously think we look like some thailand girls. Oooops.
I think both of us were in swimming course that is why our skin colour was so tanned.
We know each other for 9 years and still counting <3
Well, she never fails to make me laugh :)Really.
She reminds me of my grandma. Not that she looks like one. But often i will visit her(cause she stays super near me) and my grandma will always nagnaganag. LOL
Aaaah, i miss my grandma. Dammit.

If my grandma is still with me, i think she will give me money to buy seaweed potato chips and bring me to a playground and watch me play etc.
I miss those time when she has to pat on me in order for me to sleep, time when she feeds me, wash my body, reward me fake M&M(edible) and always there to company me to watch pokemon. :D

If those who knows me well and always talk to me in real, you will noticed that i have something on my forehead. That, is a scar, like what harry potter has. Just that my is not at the center and not in the lightning form. Mine will only be visible when i lift my eyebrows :) And i had that unique scar is because i fell into the toilet bowl when my grandma showers me. >.< HAHAHA. actually, i only knock at the side of the toilet bowl lah.. And why it happens? Because the floor is really slippery, and i think its really fun to "skate" around. LOL Oh, i was around 6 i think. Uh, i think i had 6 stiches? Hmm ...
She might not be here now, but she will always be in my ~~heart~~ unique scar. :)

It feels like its only yesterday when she is still holding a cane and was about to cane me :/ Haizz..

Kay, i think i should stop here. If not, i will really cry myself to sleep.

Today my life begins.

2011-06-09T09:18:00.000-07:00

I've to admit i am sad, even after putting up all those fake smiles and fake high-ness.
Must be the lack of sleep? Or the scolding from CoachLan?
Sad Life x.x
And i have Maths supp tomorrow!!! T.T

On a brighter side, i've been eating alot of delicious food lately.
Like.. Shilin's crispy chicken, lots of desserts such as ice kachang and mango pudding with icecream, dimsum, mcSpicy, Seaweed potato chips blahblahblah.. best of all, i didnt fork out my own money.. it was my parents' treat :P heheh. kay, my life isnt that bad hor?

AND, dont tell me im fat okay! It will make me emo.
BUT, i dont think you will have a chance to say that.. cause im going swimming THRICE next week, and go for jog with Yolkie this Saturday! :D (but.. i don't think i will lose alot of fats.. :/)

Anyway, im blogging here because i am starting to feel very guilty and tired of all those gossips. Gossips can be entertaining at times.. but i think WE have gone overboard.
Well, i might be the one who physco-ed everybody to dislike her in the first place.. so, i might as well physco everybody to like her back yea?

Kay. This is tough cause im not really good in pursuading people.
But... here goes nothing.... :/

So, SHE IS A CAPTAIN. And why do we hate her?
Because of her pinky?
Because she has a very piercing voice?
Because she always order us to do stuff we don't like?
Because she likes to jump around like what the anime does?
Because she is straightforward?

Firstly, how do you feel if people talk behind your back? I mean... talking good stuff is okay.. but we're talking about stuff that might hurts her if she heard us.
Plus, i think we are people who are very close to her.. cause .. if we're not, why will she always have recess together? It hurts even more when it's your close friends who are talking bad stuff behind your back, dont you think so?
Okay, so, she has a loud piercing voice. You think she chooses it? I don't get it why will we hate her because of her voice. " Oh, i don't like her because of her loud piercing voice. " doesn't it sounds stupid? And.. no one stops you to move away from her when she's gonna scream or do sth with a loud voice yea?

Additionally, must we really hate her for ordering us to do stuff?
Well, she's the captain afterall. Ordering us is her job, i think. Cause from what i know is that.. a typical captain does not do anything but ordering. They get their orders from their "boss" and what captain do is to distribute the jobs. No?
The point is.. i think she is very good for a first time captain.
Like she kept asking us to have camp meetings even though its still very long from the camp.. If we dont have those meetings, i dont think we'll be able to complete anything by today. Dont you think so?

And so what if she likes to hop/jump around like what anime always does(seriously, anime does that meh?)? IT IS WHAT SHE LIKES TO DO. LIFE IS SHORT. We need to do things that makes us happy. If it annoys you, then you can tell her.. isnt it better than bitching about it behind her back?

And the straightfoward thing.. The one on Jiaqi tyco-ness(which is not.) ..
Okay, so she is alittle straightfoward, but maybe she is very pissed or something during that moment, so she didnt really thought of saying that out loud. But on the other hand, at least we know she's not two-sided face friend. If she does, she'll be like " WAH! OMG, YOU SO PRO! TEACH ME AFTER YOU'VE MASTER THE ROUTINE LEH! BTW, CONGRATS! " (frankly, that's what i'll do. but that's not the point.. =x ) and gives a super ironic smile. She is just saying out how she feels, i think she is treating jiaqi as her bestfriend, cause bestfriends tell each other everything, even the bad stuff you dont wanna hear. yeah?

Again, if you don't like whatever damn thing she does, TELL HER, STRAIGHT AT HER FACE.

Seriously, i think she is very strong. If i know all of you hates me, i'll quit this cca and find a new clique and bitch about all of you.

Okay, some of you might think " if you think she is that good, than go be a bestfriend and stick with her lah ". Er.. i have no reply for that. But i just wanna say.. "when people hurt you over and over, think of them like a sandpaper. They may scratch you and hurt you a bit but in the end, you end up polished and they end up useless" Yeah, she's [You] and we're the one end up useless.
Once again, put yourself into her shoes, what happen when your bestfriends are actually bitching behind your back? And what happen when your bestfriends are your only friends... and when you feel sad, no one is dare for you. Will you feel miserable? I will.

P.S: i think i sound bad and alittle fierce in this post.. but if any g96 reading this, im seriously not pinpointing anybody! I LOVE ALL OF YOU OKAY! -wink-

---------------

Hey friend,
Where are you? I thought you are suppose to call me beautiful everyday? And what happens to my pillar of strength?
I miss you. You might not be a chinese guy, you might not be veryveryvery rich nor smart, but i like you just the way you are.
Everytime i've receive a text from you, i dont know why, but i'll instantly smile.
Also, you still havent tell me what's F.L.J.Y .. and i know it isnt Feng Lin Joscelin Yu okay!
And remember those LOL? I miss that.
Not forgetting when you ask me what's "chillax".
And didnt you mentioned replying late is bitter? Then why are you doing that on me?
I dont like the emotionless replies.
I want you to keep on texting me even when i've said bye.
And the bite i gave you...
What happen to those moments?
I might not be some chio bu, but if you dont want me as a friend, tell me.
You know what? I miss the old you, alot. The new you sucks, it is even suckier than those frog jumps.

Now tell me, what should i do without the old you? Just forget that i didnt have a friend like you? Just forget all the "kisses" you gave me? Ohyeah, you know the cup you gave me for present? Im using it everyday.
Damn, i don't think i can forget you.

Actually, i have no idea why am i saying this when i know that you dont read my blog.
So.. Im gonna stop here.

2011-06-08T07:41:00.000-07:00

IVORY, SEE THIS! IT'S FOR YOU! :D

10 Confessions enough? :P

1. I love rainy days! It makes me happy :D Most of the time.
2. When i grow up, I wanna be a scuba diver.... or maybe gynecologist(but i don't take bio D: ).
3. I get home-sick very very very easily.
4. I wanna travel around the worlddd!!!
5. I used to hate someone you(Ivory) are very close with....
6. Sometimes, i regretted joining CCHY.
7. I think guys who drives family car, plays basketball and has abs are HAWTT. Better than angmoh.
8. I love it when people praise me, for real.
9. I love hugs! If i am crying, and you give me a hug, i think i'll cry more.. but.. its tears of joy :D hehehe. Hugs from fat people are (Y)!
10. I get hungry very easily.

One day.

2011-06-05T05:23:00.000-07:00

Warning: this post is not for guys. It will only leave a bad impression of me after you've read it.

FUCK YOU, JASPER YU FENG YAO.

Why would anyone want an elder brother? WHY???????!
They don't protect you from big bullies, they don't bother to ask you why you're feeling sad, they don't give a damn about your school work, they don't play with you when you're bored and they don't catch a grenade for you.

They will only make you cry, order you to do stuff, make you feel ugly..
All in all, the only reason they are here in this world is to fuck their younger sister's life.

In case you are wondering why am i so pissed with the asshole in my house..
It's because i didnt stop my dog from barking. -.- Sounds stupid yea?

Yeah, my dog was barking at a stranger who is going to my neighbour's hse, and well, i went out of my room and i did tried to stop my dog from barking, but it barks again when i went back to my room to do my stuff. So, this time, i ignored. Then the asshole came out from his room and stopped the dog from barking. So, the dog stopped barking lah. And my brother went in my room and asked me why i didnt stopped Yolkie from barking ... blahblablah. Yeah, i explained what happened. Then i dont know for what fucking reason i feel so pissed that i shut the door right at his face, but well, his reaction was fast enough to sort of stopped me from doing so. Yeah, the door bounced back, literally. And it nearly hit my nose -.- so, i gave him attitude.
And said : "You know what? I hate doing this kind of shitty dog stuff. I dont like it. Not interested. And i dont care if you've been doing this shit stuff for past 10 years, or have any rights to order me or so, i just dont want to do it. " ( something like this...) And he replied. erm... I've forgotten what he said...something related to a promise that i made before having a dog. and i remembered he said he was sleeping.. and he said stopping the dog from barking will takes less than 5 minutes.
And i was like.. " THEN WHY DON'T YOU STOP SLEEPING AND COME OUT TO STOP YOLKIE FROM BARKING? " -.-
Little did i know, my face was stained with tears.
Then my dad came in the room and sort of stopped the fight and my bro walked off my room.
Then i started crying again. LOL
And well, i took out my phone to see if anyone i can chat with. Like those heart to heart talk stuff.. and not about maple...
Then as i scrolled down my contact list .. a voice came to my mind said " Forget it Joscelin, you are a nobody, no one will give a damn about you. "
And i started crying again.

This time, i put on my jogging shoes and went out of the house while sobbing away.

"Am i really a nobody?" I thought to myself.

Soon enough, i came up to a conclusion.
For the past 15 years of my life, i've done nothing of importance. I am just an extra living thing on this earth.

Of course, that conclusion is only for now.
ONE DAY, i will find a reason that i am a somebody. Also, somebody that will order my brother to do stuff...

I need a wish right now.

2011-06-01T05:46:00.000-07:00

Holiday: a time or period of exemption from any requirement, duty, assessment, etc.
Now, tell me again, why did the teachers gave us so much homework?! AND WHY ON EARTH AM I HAVING FOUR TRAININGS PER WEEK ?!
Not only that, among the four days, two of the days were from 9am to 4:30pm -.-

Seriously, what happen to those days when holidays were time when we get to stay at home and watch pokemon and even have time to go to the nearest playground to play catching with friends? D:

Frankly, i am currently in a very weak state when it's only 1st of June. Damn.
With all the tortures from the trainings, i have no idea how am i gonna survive this holiday.
By the way, those tortures are really... torturing :(
Run 10 rounds around the parade square. Frog jump 1 round around the parade square.
Stairs training. ... Disgusting :/
All those training all causing me having difficulties to climb a 2 steps stairs, sitting down on a toilet bowl, changing my pants etcetc. D:
AND IT'S ONLY THE SECOND TRAINING OF THE JUNE HOLS!
So, if you dont see me when school reopen, you probably know the reason behind it yea?

Anyhoo, the first day of holiday was awesome! :) Very productive indeed.
Uhm, nope, not because i leveled up in maple for numerous times, but, i actually went to help my mum in her workplace :D

At there, i fried 100 eggs, shaved( is there a better word?) 50 potatoes skins, chopped and sliced various ingredients and help my mum serve rice :D

SEE THOSE FRIED EGGS! IT LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL ;D
Cause usually, those fried eggs you see have the brown thingy around the egg right? Mine don't have :P muahahah!

Say hi to MR POTATOE(shit, i suddenly forgotten how to spell it)! I was so bored shaving those potatoes, i tried doing a heart. Obviously, i fail to do so -.-

So yeah, i'm better off with making Mr Potatoe naked x.x

Oh, did i mention i woke up at 5am? Yeah. Andandand, i ended my day at around 2am?
I AM A SUPERWOMAN YO! xD
Nah, actually, i took a short afternoon nap. TEEHEE.
My mum is the Superwoman here ;)

Alright, shall end off soon. Ivory is waiting for me at maple :D

As for tmr, training as usual. From 0900 to 1630. Wish me luck! ;)

2011-05-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

Time check: 12:14AM

There's that feeling again. Feeling so pissed at everything.
Maybe, because i am one lonely girl :(

Went jogging on Saturday ALONE.
Went swimming on Sunday ALONE.
Ate breakfast on Sunday ALONE.
(My mum always company me when im consuming my breakfast.)

Bieber, " ONE MORE LONELY GIRL " yo!

Okay, actually, being alone is fine, not exactly something that piss me off.
It was a text i received that made me mad.

Superman: ___here, sorry just now my friend suing my phone to msg his cuzz then he go into favorites sorry.
Me: It's okay :) glad to hear that I'm in the "favourites" ! :D
Superman: Ya, sorry again. Bye.

Superman, well done. You've worsen my damn day.

Well, another thing that makes me mad was that my shitty brother keeps calling me fat.
Urgh!! I know i am fat, but you think you're not?!
THAT WHOLE LUMP OF FATS ACCUMALTED AT YOU HIP IS LIKE 8CM THICK OKAY!
AND STOP COMPARING ME WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND LAH! EVEN IF YOU WANNA COMPARE SOMETHING, CAN'T YOU COMPARE OUR HEIGHT AND WHO IS STRONGER OR STH?

I hate you.

My shitass brother always says " Fenglin, i am eating you. muahaha!"
-actually, he is eating roasted pork. FYI, i am a pig; zodiac-
and " Faster eat, later fenglin gonna eat finish everything "
- he says that when my mum cooks something nice -
WTF right? Seriously, i don't enough middle fingers for him -.-

By the way, everything he said was in cantonese.
Erm, there were times he was extremely nice. But im currently too pissed to think of anything nice he did to me.

awqirogehmn,xmzvnzvpwriuaufhjaskg.
Okehhhh, shall stop grumbling like an old ahma.
Last thursday had training and it was ... TERRIBLE.
New coach. A coach that likes to torture people. I would say that he is one powerful guy was does stunts perfectly. BUT I HATE HIM WHEN HE DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO OUR POOR LEGS. Well, he looks perfectly fit with the horns and tail behind him. >:(

With all the tortures, i suddenly thought of seniors. Damn. I miss them.
WHY ARENT THEY HAVING THE TORTURES WITH US?! :(

So, June holidays arrived! So many things to do at so little time :(
More than 100 of maths questions waiting to be complete.
1 new tube of counter pain waiting to be spammed after wushu training.
New goggles to be use more than 10 times this holidays.
Fats will be gone soon, i hope.
Tanned skin. Actually, healthy "glowing" skin is good too. :)
andandand.. MAPLE!!!!!! ;) WHO WANNA MAPLE WITH ME???? :D:D
New blogskin for Summer! ;) What do you think of my current blogskin?
hehehehe.

Ohyeah, add me in maple kay! SuperP0ke020 (aquila)
new account. So yeah, super noob. x)

2011-05-22T00:38:00.000-07:00

May is ending sooooooooon. Fast eh?
Soon, it'll be JUNEEEE HOLIDAY :D Yay! :)
Butbutbut.. Wushu resume this coming tuesday. Cant wait for physical training. Yay? :/

So yeah, results were returned ;) Results were more or less of what i've expected.
Except for POA and english :P I thought it will be very disappointing but it turned out to be pretty good, teehee!

Anyway, i am currently in a dilemma :/
Should i go for Camp Zenith@ Nepal or not?
A 10-day trip that cost $865 per student after school subsidy.
Not forgetting, if more than 30 students are going, the teachers will only select 30.

You know, im someone that home sick VERY easily. Even a trip to Malaysia for one day is enough to miss my mama and papa :(
Sometimes i'll feel sad for them.. because they didnt go to the places i went before and weren't there with me when i am happy, yet, they are very willing to fork out those $$$ for me to enjoy my childhood :'( Sad eh?

Yea, and everytime i will save up my allowance just to have enough money for a family trip to France before i turn 21 and when all my family members are still fit and strong.
Kinda unrealistic yea? Well, believe it or not, i've saved up to amount that i can bring two people to France :P

Anyhoo, there are other reasons why i dont want to go and why i feel like going, shall not say it here. I'll just go ask the Seniors how was the Nepal trip and come up with a conclusion, sounds good? ^_^

As for June, NO INTENTION OF WORKING. Hehehehehehe.
Even though im saving up money to go France, but i dont think i should spend my holiday working, especially at this age. Why bother working now when you know your future is all gonna be workworkwork? Even if im working now, im doing it because i find it new, like.. selling ice-cream. I thought it would be fun to work at night with your friends go door to door to sell ice cream.. but damn, it was exhausting and kinda sad. Cause selling ice cream at night from door to door = dinner time = i'll be super duper hungry and i will see alot of people at each house = i miss my mama and pa. The only part i love about working is receiving $$$. hehehe

And when i grow up, being an office lady is not on my list.
I wanna be a billionaire. LOL, just kidding! I will never be one. =.=
I wanna be a scuba diver! or maybe stewardess IF im pretty enough...
Dont you think being a scuba diver is so freaking cool?! I get to swim with the sharks and dolphins!
I suddenly thought of Finding Nemo.. the part where there's alot of turtles .. Awwwww <3

So, im not working during June.
hmm.. Maybe, i'll be either going school for studying, wushu training, camps or other stuff. And i'll be going jogging and swimming.. During weekends might be going out with mama? Also, catch up with my friends :)

And ofcourse, i'll be a good girl and help out my ma at her workplace when i'm free :)

TELL ME I AM A GOOD GIRL :D TEEHEE

CANT WANT FOR JUNE TO ARRIVEEEEEE! :B

P.S:You know what? The reason why i'm blogging was actually just to post the video.. but i didn't know i became a crapper. Aiya, just watch the video ;)
P.P.S: I lost a friend recently, i think. I miss him.

2011-05-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

I don't know if i should smile because MYE is over or cry because i think i will be failing most of them. :/
Okay, maybe i should do some good deeds before going school tomorrow, maybe, just maybe, my results wouldnt be as bad as i imagine. Well, people always say doing good deeds give you something good in return. Erm, something like this...
Anyw, English paper 1 and 2, chinese paper 1, geography, chemistry was kind papers.
But as the others, they were killers! I broke into cold sweat for each papers and nearly die for my maths paper. Nearly.
Merciless ~~teachers~~questions. Tsk.

Super regretted for doing last minute revision for maths. Urgh.
You see, numbers are not my thing. I don't like practices.
I don't believe in " Practice makes perfect " because i think if you are not interested, you'll never ever gonna be that "perfect".
Still, i will make sure i study for the next maths test or whatever shitty tests that is gonna be given to me.
and YOU, my fellow reader, PLEASE MAKE SURE I STUDY.
How?
" JIAYOUJIAYOU! Don't give up in (whatever bullshit im trying to strive for excellence)! "
Yeah, this short message helps. I always like surprise texts, ONLY GOOD ONES.
hehehe

Ohyeah, you see the " practices " in bold above?
I actually googled it to see if it is Practise or Practice. LOL
In many parts of the English speaking world (UK, Ireland, Australia, Canada, and South Africa) “practice” is the noun, “practise” the verb. However, in the U.S.A the spelling “practice” is more often used for both the noun and the verb. Contrary to popular belief a significant minority of the American population also observe the distinction. If you are not sure about what a verb or noun is, it might be safer to just use the spelling "practice", as many Americans do!

Oh, as for today, IT'S MARKING DAY :)
Movie marathon @ Dory's house with G96(excluding dear Jiaqi)!
Bombed Dory's room and curled up ourselves with some pillows in a cozy room with the aircon turn on as we munched on the crispy spicy potato chips while Harry Potter's movie was being played. Sounds good? Personally, i think it was AWESOME :D
A day filled with wet feet, laughters, random topics and crazy friends :D

It feels like all of us stay under one roof.
Wouldnt it be reallyreallyreally awesome if we all go school together, study together, gossip together, have dinner together, sleep in the same room, watch television programmes together, cook edible food together, go for night walks together etcetec.. ?

ahhhhhhhhhhh.. so goooooooooooood...

Ah, shall stop dreaming.
TOMORROW IS DOOMS DAY.
Nope, not because it is Friday the 13th, but because results will be return tomorrow. mathsssssss~~ -faint-

Siansation.

See, if any of you would see me in a :( face, or not talking much,i probably feels like commiting suicide.

Aahh, i might be a failure in maths, but i dont hurt myself. That's .. erm.. eh.. okay, i couldnt find the right word, because hurting yourself is like more stupid than a stupid girl who fail her maths, more dumb than a boy crying because he don;t have enough money to buy roses for his girlfriend, more retarded than people who thinks clouds are made up of candy floss ..... yeah..

Well, i would really aprreciate if you comfort me instead of boast your results infront of me.
and please don't say " walao, my result sucks man " when you get B3 and above.
damn, middle finger for those kind of people -.- Really.

So yeah, Friday the 13th, i know you are scary, but well, i think returning of rseults are scarier. Still, cheer up, im still a fan of those stories related to you :)

2011-04-20T04:55:00.000-07:00

Neglected this lil space of mine for quite some times, and I guess there's no one reading my blog anymore, or can I say, very few people are here :(

Anyw, I hate the way i feel this week, today, now.

I get pissed off with everything very easily. Yes, everything.
Like.. when i realised my bottle is empty, when the teacher asked to pass up the homework to the front etcetc.
Frankly, i even started to get pissed off with some of my really good friends. :(

Speaking of friends, im really scared of those two-sided face good friends.. or whatever you call those who treat you really good infront of you but behind you, they are trying to kill you or so. If i ever found somebody treating me like this, i will seriously break down. Because they are my GOOD friends, not just any hi-bye friends y'know. Good friends are those who you gossip with and talk craps with.. and if good friends happen to be those bitches who backstab by spreading all the rumors about me, i think i will feel super duper sad and starts to weep as if my dog just die and i might even finish using one whole tissue box within an hour, LOL you'll never know.

Okay, kinda random about two-sided face friends thingy. Maybe.. because..im one of them.
Sorry luh. I know what you're thinking okay. You're probably like " WTF, you just talk one whole shitload about being sccared of having two-sided friends when you're one -.- "
But hey, after those craps above, i really felt guilty being a bitch okay.
And come on! Don't tell me you are not one too or never have been one lo.
Just in case you dont know, saying " hi! " with a fake smile to your friend when you actually don't like her.. you are counted as one too. So yeah, feel guilty too! :P

Actually, i have no idea why on earth am i saying something bad about myself.. like it will ony ruin my reputation and makes all my friends lost trust in me .. :/
Ohwell. Since i dont have alot of readers, i dont really give a damn :P

Butbutbut.. im not all bad, really.
Im not bhb-ing okay. If i love you, i will do my best as a friend of your's.
Okay, no point saying.. useless.
Well, if i really dont like you, you can tell from the way i treat you.
If we go out in a group, i will avoid sitting with you and i will make "tsk" ( like all the Singaporean does ) sound when you did something to me.. like.. asking me to move alittle from where i sit or .. somethingsomething.

Now that you've read all those craps, i bet you are putting me in the " bad friends " list.
I think it's really funny.
Just because of what you've read in my blog, it is enough to make you think bad of me even if im your good friend. True enough?
Sometimes, just because of what we've read or heard, we believe it's the truth.
Sometimes, it really depends on how much you like that person and not how the person treated you. Even if the person treats you like a queen, you'll still take that person as a friend but still doesnt makes you really really likes her yea? Also, when the person you like treated you like ok-ok only, you'll still prefer that person than anyone else. True?
Sometimes, life is ~~very~~ unfair.

Sometimes, i think im really good in crapping. LOL
Bye.

2011-04-10T05:16:00.000-07:00

April just started and i almost felt like giving up. Yeah, ALMOST. Im so fail in so many things. Fail in stamina, maths, being a warrior, being a daughter and fail in being a friend. Yes, im a loser. Felt worst when i lost in Taiji competition.. SO CLOSE TO GETTING A MEDAL.. D: Totally lost motivation in doing things. Just feel like lying on my bed and sleep for 1 year or 2. But just when i am about to give up in everything and turn into a bitch.. (Yeah, being a bitch crossed my mind before.. cause i really feels that having a friend like me is like embarrassing them, im sucha let down to all, so yeah, i wanted to be those bitches who gives attitude then make my friends hate me, by this, at least i will feel better, somehow.) Somebody sent me this: " Aiyo just a sall setback you wanna give up alr. If everyone were like you den today jiu dunhav alot inventions liao! Pick yourself up and work hard lah :D " Okay, maybe it doesnt motivates you, but it does work for me :P Ohyeah, few days back Mr Alvin Tok somehow made my day too :D Him: Hi Joscelin, this is Mr Tok here. I hope you don't let the 4th placing affect you too much. I am proud of you that you showed great sportsmanship to compete and complete the 200 finals though you know your triple jump is at stake. That is the only right thing to do as a sportsperson with good values. If everyone were to just concentrate on their pet event, sports will not bring out the best in people. So pls feel happy that red house sent you for 200m and you complete the event. Cheers! hehehe, So nice of him to send me a message. ;) Still, Im wondering how he gets my number... :/ &&& During assembly, he told the WHOLE SCHOOL about this situation!! Super duper happy :D:D I was like " OMGOMGOMG! " throughout his speech. Okay, i admit im super bhb about this.. but hey, after all the fucked up stuff happened in my life, i think i deserve alittle happiness okay! :P Another thing to add up in the " happy " category is that.. Wushu relay for girls got FIRST! And my house relay got 3rd! And RED HOUSE IS THE CHAMPION HOUSE! Oleh oleh ~~ :D Anyway, competition has not end for many. I really hope everybody will get a medal!! Sorry for being selfish, but i hope CCHY B division wushu girls will get into top4 :D:D YAYAYAYAY. Im feeling so happy now~~ lalala~~~ Let's just hope i will be like this forever and ever! Cause i think i look ugly when im not feeling happy.. :O Do you think so ? Still, im kinda scared.. because Sometimes, too much happiness can be frightening. ' Cause you know, things end.

2011-03-30T04:52:00.000-07:00

Left exactly ONE WEEK to my Taiji competition!!! OMG.

It felt like it was just yesterday i was still learning my routine :/ ANDANDAND i can still remember my thigh ache like ACBDEFGH just by raising my right leg above 90 degree without having my knee bent for 1 min. What a nice way to train leg muscle :O

As i was saying, competition is arriving freaking sooooon and i dont see any hope in me D:
Okay, maybe alittle.But.. THAT'S NOT ENOUGH.
Urgh, its either i lack of practice or lack of luck.
Because i always can't balance properly and tends to wobble alittle and by wobbling alittle = deduct points :(
You know.. wishes from you guys will enlighten me somehow ;) It will be even better even if you wish me goodluck FACE TO FACE. Best is.. hugs from people who loves me :D hahahaha. Just kidding. But those little things that you do.. it really does put a smile on my face (:
Ohyeah, i gave up my trip to Newater( which is gonna be tmr ) with the class just to train on my taiji sword even though there's only 10% chance for me to win this competition. Yeah, from here, i bet you can tell how important this competition is to me yea?
Im like super stressed up with this shit that even a pimple wanna bully me ...
A pimple popped out right in the middle of my forehead, yes, ON THE SPOT!-.-

Actually, there's no point ranting all my troubles over here... It's not like someone out there who is reading my blog has some special powers that can transform me into a Taiji pro within one week eh? Ohwell. I think i'll just end here and train my best for the remaining 3 trainings...

2011-03-24T08:14:00.000-07:00

A guy best friend is everything I need. Another boy who makes my life complete. A boy who I can run to when my girl BFFs aren’t around. He’ll kick my future boyfriend’s arse when he makes me cry. He’ll make me laugh when there’s tears in my eyes. He is immediately my date on special occasions when you’re single. Idk why. But I really need a guy best friend.
A real guy best friend.

Time check: 11:40pm

I AM AN OWL. I STAY UP LATE AT NIGHT. :D
Just kidding. I'm a pig. oinkoink~ ( i mean my zodiac ). So yeah, i can sleep anytime, anywhere i want.. but just not now.
Something is really wrong with my body recently.
I couldnt sleep until the clock tick 1am or so also, i am not hungry during recess nor lunch.. Usually by recess i feel that i can actually die of hunger.
Hmmmm.. Ohwell. It isnt that bad yeah?

Anyway, yesterday was elearning. Hellyeah, it was abcdefgh.
Seriously, i would rather wake up earlier to go school study and face those creatures i hate than wake up late at home and log on elearning while munching Kitkat. Tsk.
If only school allows students to report at 9:30am and still ends as per usual....
Ah, that will never happen.

Anyhoo, ~~Prefect~~ Student Council Investiture today.
The performance was kinda above average :)
Andandand.. MRS TAN CAME BACK. ahhhh~ misses...
Frankly, I prefer PB much more.

Ever since there's this SC thingy.. people around kept saying " SC jiu liao bu qi mah "
Urgh. Shall not talk about this bullshit. It will only ruined my already screwed up mood.
----------------------

Do you people believe in happy-go-lucky?
I do. Abit.
Wanna know why?
Well, on elearning day, i realised my MSN got hacked. (casper_joscelin@hotmail.com)
And later.. I realised somebody stole my SCHOOL SHOES. eeew..
I think that crazy fellow who stole my shoes is obsessed with me or something..
The scent of my shoes makes them high? eeeeww.. x2(some horrible figure is in my mind now)

But what does it has got to do with happy go lucky?
Despite msn thing, i still happily muunching on all kind of snacks i found at home.. and most of them are chocolate and chocolate makes me :D, so .. while munching.. i suddenly remembered i created a super old e-mail before. But never use. Not once.
So yeah. Im using it now :)
As for the shoes, i informed my dad and surprisingly, he wasnt mad. Not at all.
"School shoes? Lost? Only mental people will steal your BATA shoes. Aiya, go buy new one lah." - Dad
HAHAHAHA.
So yeah, went to buy it with Dory after SC investiture rehearsal ( on elearning day ). ( that day, i really felt that it really feels really awesome to be surrounded by great friends )
lalala..
and i went home with a pair of shoes that cost 89 bucks. hohoho. :P

Time check :11:50pm
Gottaa gooooooooo.
Ohyeah, waitwaitwait.
Please add:
super-fengliin@hotmail.com

P.S: I was suppose to publish this post yesterday....cause my bro off the internet connection yesterday without telling me -.- luckily my post will auto save :P

2011-03-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

Hello! :)
I'm currently blogging using my phone. First time ~~ hehehe.
--warning: This part is not suitable for people who are allergic to disgusting stuff--
I'm currently in the toilet shitting after drinking one whole cup of soya milk.
It's coming out! :D
Yay, it's out. And the shit is not watery one. It's kinda hard. LOL
andandand.. I just flushed the toilet bowl.. And that shit splitted into half before it's gone...

Just kidding. I wasn't shitting. I feel like shitting though, and blogging this make me feel more like shitting :/
Why am I blogging this? Because I suddenly remember during the bintan camp I had a super hard time finding CLEAN toilet paper, by the time I found it, the shitting feel is gone -.-
TOILET PAPER, highly useful yet inappropriate as a gift.

Anyway, this March holiday doesn't seems like holiday to me :(
Training Training Training. Full day training. From .
Not to mention, those homework.. Haizz..
Everyday doing almost the same thing...well, except for today :)
I went SWIMMING in the afternoon alone and went JOGGING in the evening alone :)
Did I heard applause? :O thankyou! I'm proud of myself too. For today, at least.
Wanted to go jogging with Winnie and jingHong, but Winnie was down with fever and it was raining in the morning and jinghong's has cca in the afternoon.. So yeah..
I'm really okay with being alone :D

okeh, I shall go now. But before I go.. I shall write some stuff for two person to read..
If you are not a guy and already has somebody you like and it's not me. Then, byebye. The part below isn't for you.
It is for two special friends (:
You know who you are.
To two lovely friends who are not moving on:
I don't know if you read my blog or not. But this is the only way I can express myself because in this way, I will not get screwed up with words and wouldn't feel awkward nor nervous. hehehe
Yes guys, time for you to move on. Go find someone better.
Somehow, I know I will be sad if no one will have crushes on me anymore, but.. I don't see any point for you to wait for me too.
I kinda feel blessed having guys like you to like me.. Seriously. Still, I would like us to remain as bestfriends.
I know when I say " let's just be bestfriends " we all will just become strangers sooner or later. No, that's not I want. I really want us to be bestfriends, I don't want to lose such awesome friends like you.. I would really like to be those friends who you can play with and argue with.. And cry on your shoulder and talk to you anytime, anywhere...
Plus, we're only fifteen, we should enjoy our teens life before we all go bonkers with our work in the future.
Also, if I happens to accept you and we happens to break up after the hook up.. We will become super awkward strangers. Understand? ;/
All in all, let's be bestfriends instead. Okeh? :D

2011-03-14T05:19:00.000-07:00

I think i almost die 987654321 times in Bintan :S
Yeah, Joscelin is back yo! (okeh, i dont think anyone cares :( )

Like i said, i almost die, literally. The feeling of committing suicide by jumping down a building is AWESOME. Jumping down from 13m is (Y), yeap, that's flying fox. The lucky me was one of the 6 who get to do it twice :P And BOOM NET was (Y)(Y) tooooo! Its just went "BOOOOM!". LOL.
Coconut tree climbing was .. okeh, felt super motivated when people from other class jiayou-ed for me :D hehehe. <3

Okokok, i shouldnt say much bout the bintan camp cause im starting to miss it alrdy!
NOOO, not the sandy bed and super disgusting toilet ( i cant believe i saw one whole chunk of shit in the squatting toilet bowl not being flushed, additionally, there's some white patches on the shit. Damn, girls ARE disgusting ) but it the feeling of commiting suicide.
Like its END OF THE WORLD.

Speaking of End of the world thing, did you all saw the news on Japan's quake-tsunami? :(
Somehow, im starting to believe in those 2012 thing...

Let's just put it that tomorrow will be you-know-what, and you sort of know its gonna be tmr.
Can you imagine the person you just texted will be gone soon?
Can you imagine having the last meal?
Can you imagine talking to your parents for the last time?
Can you imagine hugging your love ones for the last time?
What will you do if you know you are gonna die tomorrow?
Well, i think i will smoke, seriously, what's wrong with people so addicted to smoking?
Secondly, i will kick that person's dick damn hard for making my heart shattered.
and blahblahblahblah.
I dont think im gonna die tmr, so, i dont find a need to blog about what im gonna do.
But personally, i wont find my friends, not one, cause i think all of them will be busy doing what they wanna do.... so yeah...

Anyway, i'm going on healthy diet! yay.
My dinner for today was strawberries! As for yesterday, it was honeystars with milk.
lalala~~ and im gonna jog on thursday and swim on Sunday :)
The rest of the days are packed with training, fyi.

And damn tmr's rehearsal. I dont know why.. but everytime i need to do stuff related to SC, a sudden sian-ness just rush up. And i will feel super pissed. :/ Ohwell.

lalalalalalala~
you know what?
I WANNA BE A GIRL WHO DARES TO BE ALONE :D
hehehehehehe
Yeap, so dont be surprise if im going home alone, eating alone, going toilet alone or sitting alone.
Recently, i've been going home alone.. and swimming alone, and during this moment, my mind was like abcdefgh, really. And somehow, i think i will go berserk, but.. those feeling is good.
With those thoughts, there will be a sudden urge of motivation, it motivates me to train, and reflect on some other stuff... and realise who are those who i can rely on, who are those who treated me like shit...

And You was part of those thoughts. Damn. Pissed.
You dont know how hard it is for me to be seeing you everyday but wasnt able to talk to you.
I thought everything will be alright to do that. I thought ignoring you will help me move on, but it didnt. In fact, I miss you so much.

Siansiansian. Feeling depressed all of a sudden. Gotta go.

P.S: This post is full of bullshit. Sorry for wasting your time.
P.P.S: I think this post super weird. Its like i was super happy then gradually became super sad. LOL

2011-03-06T05:19:00.000-08:00

Mum: Why you ask to be orang utan uh?
Me: No! I wanna do the heart thing one!
- Looks at picture together -
- Laugh -

Mum: Open your eyes bigger lah.
Me: - Open eyes BIGBIG and put on a super fake smile -

Did you notice something new bout me?
Clue: Snow white.
Nah, nothing to do with the skin.
It's the hair yo! My brother thinks that i look like a snow white with that hair -.-
Tsk. I shall take that as a compliment.

Anyway, tomorrow is yet another Monday! Yay.
Well, i have a vision that i will see a f9 for my geo :(

howhowhowhow?
Oh!
I know how ^^

Saw the picture above?
Now, lean your head to your computer screen.
Raise your right hand up, point your pinky finger to my cheek. Kiss it, now.

A goodluck kiss is what i need :D
hahahahaha! Okayokay, shall stop be disgusting.

Shall blog about something random, yeah?
Hmm.
-Recently, i found out i have a slightly crooked spine around my tailbone...
It has always been negative(good), just recently, i find that my back hurts alot when i do jumps etc, even when bending down. (no, im not old okay!) SUPER SAD.
Went to doctor and had a nice long massage, and she said that it will be okay after another 3 visits :)
-I have really really really awesome friends out there who comfort me when i was super depressed. Yea, i realized i have two very good guy friends <3
Wanna know who are they? hehhehe
One of them is a Chinese, and wear spectacles and loves BigBang.
Another one is a Malay, plays soccer and thinks taylorswift is super chio.
Obvious much eh?
-My holiday mood is already on. shiat.
-I am looking at my bed most of the time while blogging this.
-i just yawned.
-I think i am tired.
-i am tired.
-I want to sleep.
-I need to sleep.
-I've just look at the time. 10:10pm.
-Okay, i shall go sleep now.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2011-03-05T06:42:00.000-08:00

OHYESBABY! One down. and 19832579142 to go!
Yeah, common test is finally over! One whole freaking bullshit term is over! :)

Looking back at my first term posts i've posted and feelings i wrote in school handbook, i realised i've been so fucked up. (okay, i dont usually use that word, but it just come out from nowhere.)
I swear i've never been so depressed in my life.
Not even when i lost in wushu competition, not when failed my english for the first time, not when someone called me fat etc.
~~This just shows how deep you've hurt me~~
Ohwell, that will NEVER gonna happen again, i hope.
Cause im currently feeling super happy for dont know whatsoever reason.
Maybe too much sugar? Heh.
Well, my dad treated me eggtarts and a piece of cheese cake. Nope, i didnt do stuff that made him happy, in fact, i think it is much of a disappointment to him. I failed english. So yeah, i told him. I was quite prepared to get scolded and i even have a tissue packet on my hand. But it turned out to be something really unexpected.
He asked me if im okay and asked if i want to have eggtart and cheesecake. LOL

Andandand.. that's not the only thing that made me happy.
I loveeeee the moment when everybody in G96 are crazaye!
" You can never imagine the amount of retardness.
Started to shoot each other with "guns" and hid from the "enemy" behind pillars. LOL.
Then Ivory threw a "bomb" and we all started screaming. :D
Awesome to the max! " - Dorothea.
Well, personally, i think it sounds crazier than this.
And Kimberley and I actually knocked hard on each other head accidentally just by laughing,
hahahaha.

Gagaga,
I really cant imagine a year in CCHY without them.
Im can't go on without you. Im not that strong without you.... :(
Ohwell.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUILIN :)

Secondly, I went to shop for clothes just now with Jiaqi and Beining! Not really shopping for my own clothes though.
I went find something for my brother's girlf's bday present.(that lday beside me in the picture)
And i bought something for myself :D hehehe.
AND, im going to trim my hair tomorrow and head to army market afterward!
(Actually, i dont know if i should cut my hair shorter or not... Cause i kinda miss my long hair, but i freaking hate tying my hair. And short hair sort of makes me look taller yea? hehe)

BUT, my life hasnt been all up yet.
Taiji. One of those freaking thing that makes me go ABCDEF,
i mean.. i tried my best to put in effort in perfoming out the taiji routine, but i just couldnt do it well, urgh. I hate taiji. I will never enjoy doing it. I will never enjoy watching it. I will never enjoy learning those damn steps properly.
Apqowirutyghvnmcjxksioalz.

Fine, im not gonna let this thing to get me mad.
Im gonna think about something happy~~~ like....
1. MOVIE MARATHON!
2. SECONDARY THREE CAMP!
3. ME, ON THE BED, UNDER THE COZY BLANKET, HUGGING EEYORE, AND DREAMING OF YOU.

hehehe. okay, i shall go do the 3rd one now. BYEEEE!

To BearLuckCome,
Okay, i dont think you come to my blog but im still gonna say it here.
I know I should probably just let go, because I know that it won’t work out, and everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself that it’s better off that way, without you. But then I’ll think of you, and remember your smile, and the way that it use to make me melt. I can’t imagine myself with anyone else, and no matter how hard it will be I want to be with you. Im just alittle too not over you.

2011-02-25T05:12:00.000-08:00

A day that was once a bullshit day for me became a day that I fear most.
Sports Day.
Nope, not running. Jumping.
Jumping isnt really my thing. Sports aint my thing.
The only time when you see " Joscelin " and " very good in sports " together is when there's a "not" in between. :/

I bet you are thinking "Then why are you joining jumping events when you are not good at it?"
Well, i got praised by my PE teacher this morning that i got the potential in triple jump, so as Siying, but yea, maybe that's because the girls in my class are not those sporty type, thus they werent so good and even when i and Siying were anyhow doing it, the teacher thought it was great and this was when she asked us if we want to join triple jump.. blahblahblah.
We decided to join.
Then there's heats on the exact same day, which was today. So, Yea. We went. And that was went somebody told me im in long jump too -.-
Damn. Long jump sucks. I'm the shortest in Bgirls -.- x2.
But surprisingly, i wasnt one of the last. I was top4.
That isnt exactly the main issue.
The main thing is.. YOU were there. YOU took the measurement. Damn. Urgh.

Sorry Generation96!
Im sorry for complaining about that person all the time, and complaining on my jumps, also, sorry for making you wait for me when you are super duper hungry. SORRY!

Asshole, you werent suppose to be in my mind right now.
In fact, you shouldnt exist in my life in the first place.
I am suppose to focus on my common test, wushu competition and the damn jumps. But YOU, why do you have to be running in my mind all the time? Arent you tired?

2011-02-19T05:25:00.000-08:00

Song For The Broken Hearted Lyrics at elw

:( You know what? I think other guys are cute, but everytime I see a cute guy, I remind myself how cute you are. Of how much I love you. Of how sweet you are. Of how you can always brighten my day. And suddenly, that other guy doesn’t look all that good anymore.
It's ridiculous how much i freaking miss you manzxc.

What's on my mind?
Friday. (TGIF- Thank God I'm Fabulous)
Maths.
Indices.
Common Test.
Somebody's birthday.
Camp.
Competition.
Mr Ong. (Seriously. LOL )
Bikini. (intending to buy one for my bro's girlf :D)
Bastard.

So much things are in my mind now, well, Bastard pretty much occupied most though.

Anyhoo, my chinese compo might be published in the ","'s newspaper! :D Thanks winnie for helping me translating! <3 Also, surprisingly, my SS has been doing great! Yay!
As for the down side, i failed my geo by one mark... Damn. Gotta mug hard later, and after commontest, i so gonna swim, jog and cycle my fats out and get back those damn hot abs. ( nah, i dont really have abs initially, but.. i always had imagine myself having those. :D ) Hehehehehe.

Okeh, i shall go student-dying :) FYI, its studying, aiya, both look about the same to me :)

7410.) I want to get over him, because I know that he’s over me. I know all this, yet I continue to just annoy him and text him everyday, because I have convinced myself that he still loves me and is just saying those things to help me get over him. I worry that I’ll end up pushing him further away, but I just can’t help myself. I still love him, and I have no idea why.

2011-02-15T04:52:00.000-08:00

Awesome birthday with awesome people:D it's so awesome, words arent awesome enough to describe ;D

Yea, i know what you're thinking. I think they are super chio too.
C'mon, im not bad too! Above average i guess? LOL

Wow, have been nearly month since i turned fifteen. Just, wow.
So much stuff happened. Just too much to say if i have to blog about it.. :/
From feeling like one of the happiest girl on earth, coping up with all the emotions and to .. breaking down like a little girl crying for mama.

Yes, hi, im Joscelin. Im that little girl who finally realised she needs her mama. Im that useless girl you always see trying to be strong and act tough but ended up being one of those weak ones. Im that girl who can cry just by having someone telling me that im lousy. Yes, im that weak.

Well, I wanna be happy when you say " cheer up " but just because of two words you expect me to be happy and laughing off my ass? No. I need somebody who actually waste their time on me telling all sort of rubbish just to make me happy... For your info, i cry alot. I can cry up to 3 times per day if im that sad. Tsk, i dont even know why am i telling you i cry that much. :/

I bet you are infront of your computer screen saying " Are you serious? I guess i need to mind my words next time and avoid her.. "
Hey, you dont have to mind your words infront of me, just speak what you want. I would rather hear something that is true and be sad than hearing something that is a lie and be happy bout it.. Seriously. And if you wanna avoid me because you think im a useless friend, then go ahead because i would really like to depend on myself instead of depending on a friend like you....
At least i still have three other friends that will always be with me and they are.. Me, Myself and I. <3 them. Hahahahah.

Haizz.. i really dont like to sound emo.. its just not really me. I wanna be like a sunshine to everybody but .. i cant.

And to my lovely friends out there who are reading this and afraid that i might commit suicide:
Dont worry, i wont. I promise i'll be back with a smile brighter than the word " brighter "(sorry, kinda lame, but yea.... ). That Joscelin whom always sound happy and kinda bhb sometimes will come back someday, but just not today or maybe tomorrow, it takes time you know. Joscelin is a shy girl and that happy Joscelin needs rest too, well, she's a human, what can you expect? Joscelin will be back stronger than ever! And all the boys will fall in love with her. muahahha! LOL

P.S: I seriously dont know what's wrong with my emo post. I always feels extremely sad and depressed on training days.
P.P.S: Aiya, dont take too seriously on what i've post, cause its rubbish except for the part that all the boys will fall in love with " her " la. LOL

2011-02-10T05:28:00.000-08:00

I’m sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I’m sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad. I’m sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I’m sorry if I come off as annoying. I’m sorry if you don’t wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you. I’m sorry if I think about you too much and too often. I’m sorry if I say things I don’t really mean. I’m sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don’t really care. I’m sorry if I come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you.

2011-01-16T04:31:00.000-08:00

2011, i'm so disappointed with you.

So much homeworks, so much disappointment, so much tears...
I've always thought i'll be that strong girl who will pick up her sword and fight again,
but i was wrong, that sword is just too heavy. :/

Ohwell. There are still manymanymany wonderful days that are coming.
Like... Chinese New Year, Valentines Day, March Holidays etc ..
Most importantly, MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING! Yeah~~ :)
Just hope that my birthday will proves me wrong that 2011 will be a bad year with a disappointing start and tearful ending.

Anyhoo, sorry for not updating this blog. Kinda lost interest in blogging.
Hmm, since im here, shall just sum up my past couple weeks.

- S10c ( Great. The campers know me as "aunteh" -.- )
- SC meeting ( Felt neglected somehow. )
- In class ( Everything is normal. Like always, im hopeless in maths )
- January 14 ( <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 )

That's about it... Cant really remember alot of stuff... :S

Ohyeah, my birthday presents? You dont have to give me anything.
Be my friend forever will do :) &&& help me in maths!
And if you think you are giving me something useless, well, that's not true. After i've use your " useless " thingy, it will become use-d. :D Understood? :)

2011-01-03T04:27:00.000-08:00

OH, tomorrow.
I'm sure everything will be " OK " , but i'd prefer it to be AWESOME .

Seriously, 4th Jan 2010,
do you think by travelling the fastest in the world makes more people likes you?
NO, you sucks. I hate you.
Sometimes, i really hope school will burn down when there's fire alarm. If that really happens, I'll run out of school and enjoy the moment of beauty. Just saying.

2011-01-01T06:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
It's 2011!

New Year Resolutions:
` Score B and above for all subjects every term
` Save $400 at the end of 2011
` Be good in wushu/taiji
` Live life to the fullest
` Be the girl that needs no guy; but the girl that a guy needs

Damn, don't you think that 2010 past alittle to fast?
Ohwell, bye 2010! Meet you in my next life ( if possible ).

Anyway, last training of the year 2010 was arduous!
i think we did 60 push ups and 100 of those squating thingy.
Those that you squat and you have to stand up and squat again and the cycle continues.
Additionally, we need to run 10 laps within 1 minute. We did that thrice.
Strong ladies.

Coach RG's son with a puppy :)

SAW THAT? The male puppy "kissed" the female puppy. Awww....

Yeap.. Knock out at 8pm. Impressive yea?
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You dont need to read below. It's kinda boring.. :S

New Year's Eve

Story of Joscelin's New Year's Eve.
Once upon a time, a girl name Joscelin went to her friend's hse to watch movies. Frankly, she prefers counting just by watching nice movies instead of looking at people singing on stage and zi-highing. Anyway,after the movies, Joscelin went to her cousin's hse to have buffet while her friends head down to khatib mrt to meet the rest who are counting down at khatib.
After Joscelin finish makan, she chiong-ed back to khatib and chit chat most of the time with her friends instead of showing interest in the performance.
She get high only when it's 20 minutes before New Year.
She closed her eyes and flashback started.
Memories of lots of stuff.
Sadness, Happiness, tears, loves, break-ups, laughters....
And then when she knows she is gonna cry, she opened her eyes immediately saw her friends all having a big wide smile on their faces.. all looking so happy, this, made her forgets everything.
Soon, everybody in Singapore and some other countries started counting down.
"BANG!" The fireworks are all beautifully spread on the night's sky.
Everybody was either holding phones or camera taking pictures of this dazzling moment.
Then Joscelin hugged all her friends at one go and said " You know what? The last time i bathe was last year "

THE END.

Btw, i slept at 5am and woke up at 11am. :P
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1 January 2011. = 1111

Went walkwalk with Yolkie and my Dad at around Yishun. ( some ulu place )
Super funneh.
I unleash Yolkie and we started running around the field exluding my dad.
Suddenly, two stray dogs appear. Yolkie stare at them. They stared at yolkie.
Me? I shoo the the two dogs away and Yolkie chased after them -.-
I was like " DIEDIEDIE!!! PAPA! YOLKIE RUN SO FAR LIAO LEH " in cantonese.
My dad just laugh only -.-
Later, Yolkie managed to follow heard my voice and ran back.. with the stray dogs chasing after her. LOL
In the end, Yolkie tired alrdy and just sit on the road side and i quickly grab her on the collar and leashed her.
So lucky eh? :D

Hopefully i dont run out of luck this year.

2010-12-28T08:57:00.000-08:00

December,
AWESOME MONTH WITH AWESOME FRIENDS ♥

HOW WAS YOUR CHRISTMAS ? hehehehohohohahaha. :D
Aye, mine was pretty boring. :( Stone with Yolkie infront of the teevee for nearly the whole day.

Those minutes where I am alone, just me and my dog. I think. Alot. I think about everything, anything. It varies from " What if my parents die tomorrow? " to " What am i gonna have for my dinner? " Seriously. And i've thought of you.
I've got a crush on you for nearly 2 years.... TWO FREAKING YEARS!

Readers, i know you're thinking " WHY YOU NO CONFESS?! "
Believe it or not.. I've tried. I really tried.
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26 Dec 2010,

Eat Breakfast done by my mum > down to ahgong's hse to slack and eat lunch > Bugis's temple > Chinatown > Northpoint to eat dessert > Home Sweet Home @ 10.47pm.

Yea, i went with my xiaoyiyi and her daughter too. :D

21 Dec 2010,

Not a very bad day :)

Student Council Meeting > Training > Cultural Night
Cultural Night fantastic :D
Mario part was one of the best. Not surprisingly, there was Encore in the end (Y)

Ohyeah, I was daydreaming about me and my future husband sitting in a lo-man-tic theatre with a huge slide. Only the two of us.When we're in our mid 70. My husband would be holding my left hand and on my right hand will be holding 99 roses. Both of us are watching our wedding photos, primary school pictures, etc. :')

Ahem. FYI, I still like guys with bloody hot body with broad shoulder and abs :D
Not a lesbian.

Anyhoo, went to watch Repunzel with Winnie, Beining and Ivory.
NICEEEEEEEEEEE MOVIE! Words can't describe how much i like it :D

That's IVORY!
Btw, I feel kinda weird watching the movie with my short hair. :/

Today
Skipped Wushu and went for meeting instead. It was 9am-5.10pm. -.-
Due to my goondu-ness, i thought it was 11.45am. Thus, woke up at 9:45am and called dory ... and that's when I will go " OH SHIT OH SHIT SHIT SHIT ! " :/
Reached school at 10:20am ( I pro eh? I took around 15 minutes to get out of my hse. ) Uhm, I waited outside the LT cause i was so damn chicken out of going in cause i dont want to get those 50+ pair of wide open eyes staring at me while I'm walking down the steps to my seat andandand usually the teacher will give the pissed off face yea? Yea, so i waited outside for 45minutes and i saw kimberley with christian walking in. So, i went " KIM! DAMN! I ALSO WANNA GO IN!!!!!! " Btw, they were late too, they thought it was 11:34am, like me. and blahblahblah..
At the end of the meeting, chiong down to foyer and had gift exchange with Generation 96! Precious moments ♥

See my shiny hair ~~~ My mum dont know do what to my hair and after became so chio.

lalala~~
If you happy and you know, shake your butt. xD
Okay, im just crapping. It's 2:07am now. :O

As i was walking on the bridge just now, i've thought alot (again). Was thinking of all the moments with G96! Awwwwww. It makes me wanna cry.
All of us used to be so weak and we all go " OMG! " everytime Coach Guan "push us down" for split or sit and reach. Now, its so .. normal. And i still rmb we hate all the stupid cca that took our training place =x andand...when we bathe in the toilet.. when we all listen to dory's stories.. how we sleep in a circle with our head in the middle in the camp.. how we jiayou each other during physical training.. cultural night's moments..
When i grow old, i will walk on the bridge like how we go khatib mrt everytime... just to reminisce the good old times... :D
Haiz.. well, i hope they wont forget me when they graduated and im still in sec5 :(

2010-12-16T04:52:00.000-08:00

The pressure behind me pushed me forward to a concrete wall. "BANG!" Yes, my forehead was injured and blood was oozing out. For a moment, i thought i was dreaming, everything seems so..reddish. The wall was stained with my blood too. Within seconds, the force from my back came back. "BANG!" There goes my forehead. This time, i saw the presence of a blurred figure and i felt light and dizzy.
Oh yes, i was sent to the hospital. I wasnt quite worried about my forehead but was quite shocked by what i've heard from my friend. I was told that there's a spirit behind me carrying a hammer banging my head.

Kinda petryfying eh? Well, from what I've know.. this is a true story but obviously, "I" wasnt me lah. This was told by Duncan. :)

Yeah, basically, my week was filled with eerie stories. From such people like DORY, jiaenn and Duncan.

Anyhoo, a 2 day 1 night wushu chalet for me on Monday and Tuesday were TIRING but kinda fun. :D
Firstly, we head to the WildWildWet. Hah, i accidentally touched Jiaenn's ___ with my leg when we tried the "U" thingy. Was super scary and fun but i dont like it when we have to carry that huge thing all the way up to around 4th floor by stairs >:(
&& the lifeguard was super funny :P

Jiaenn: How to sit uh?
Lifeguard: Sit like you wanna fuck.

Thenthenthen, played for 4hours and we head back to chalet for BBQ :D
Thank god the rain wasnt very heavy.. if not, my tummy will be crying :)
Yeah, kinda guilty not helping out bbqing.. but at least i help to eat leh. HEHEH.
After that, everyone was given sticky with the chinese " WU " on it.

♥

Group 3! -charade.

Watching other group doing actions -charade.

Ivory!(Group1!) They lost and they were given a present! :)
And it was... dark chocolate! "78% of cocoa with NO SUGAR. "-Pearlyn.

I think this picture is interesting.... hmmm......
Took by Alvin.

JunQuan was trying to sleep. Heh.

Uhm, they weren't the team that lost.. but they tried too..
The brave me tried a abit too :D It wasnt that bad actually.. It was kinda sweet when it touches your tongue but slowly the bitterness start to overwhelm your taste bud. :/

HAHAH. I think this is cute. Dont you think so ?
He sort of made me pissed so i ended up putting his picture as my facebook profile pic. :P
Aiya, i put for 5 minutes only? Cause i felt super paiseh. Andandand, i was blushing after i've uploaded it as my display pic.-.- ( My mum told me so. )

Look at what my awesome fingers can do. :D:D I can do it while smiling yknow! Imma pro.

Oh!Oh!Oh! Did i mention i slept on a matress with Pearlyn and jiaenn? Actually, half of my body slept on that. Yeap, we didnt sleep in the room. Hopefully, i was sleeping glamourously cause the guys were on the same floor as us. :/
Oh yes! We went night trial at the beach too. Super scary when jiaenn was telling me a ghost story. And i was terrified by my own story too. LOL
In conclusion, this is a FANTASTIC chalet! Double thumbs up :))

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JUST KIDDING. Gonna continue to post a few pictures on what i've did the day before chalet.

P.S: Being kiasu is good afterall *inside joke*
P.P.S: Im partner with Praveen for sec1 orientation camp. LOL.
P.P.P.S: I went to work with Jiaqi recently and i've earned 42$ within 4 freaking hours :P
I miss you; I know it’s an ordinary secret. But it’s mine. I miss you, and I wish you missed me too.

2010-12-03T04:43:00.000-08:00

If I had a flower for every time I cough, I could walk in my garden forever. -.-

Anyhoo, played FETCH with Yolkie recently cause i dont wanna be like an Old Ahma lying on bed and watch teevee for nearly the whole day.

FYI, my dad was the photographer :)

If you are wondering why wouldnt my neighbour complain if there's so much barangs outside my hse.. that is because my neighbour is my AUNT. My father's sister :D
Cool eh?
Andandand.. she is extremely good in baking and cooking!
The picture below shows the muffins made by her. Super niceee!

Ohyeah. There's this

"Change your Facebook profile picture to a cartoon from your childhood and invite your friends to do the same. Until December 6 there should be no human faces on Facebook, but an invasion of memories. This is insupport for stopping violence against children."

And the first thing that came to my mind was .. CASPER :D
Yeap, the friendly ghost. Muahhaahah!
What a good way to reminisce yea?

I remember i used to love casper so much that i include his name in my hotmail. Heheh.
( Im still using that e-mail now. No joke. )
My favourite teevee shows were Pokemon, powerpuff girls and scooby doo.
Ninja turtle, winnie the pooh, lilo and stitch, mian bao chao ren, totally spies, mickeymouse, tom and jerry and looney tunes are loved too :))

Shows that i dont like? Power rangers, ben10, teletubbies, dora that explorer and clifford the big red dog.
That's about it.

Recently, i've watched Cinderella 3 and some Pokemon episodes when im sick.
Double thumbs up yo!
I feel so young now ^^

2010-11-28T23:57:00.000-08:00

Feeling much better after being sick for the past one week.
Swollen eyes, sorethroat, cough, running nose, fever (39.1) and headache were the ones that kept me companied last week. -.-
Ohyeah, did i mention i lost 1kg? Disgusting. I wanna have a healthy weight and not underweight! And i want those muscles to come back!!!!!!!! D:

Anyhoo, thought of some random stuff yesterday while i was lying on my bed for nearly the whole day.

>> I wanna visit my grandpa and grandma.
>> I wanna swim with the sharks and dolphins before i die.
>> I wanna go shopping with my cousins!
>> I wanna hang out with my primary school friends!
>> I wanna be a better person that everybody likes next year.
>> I wanna reborn my hair as soon as possible!
>> I wanna read dictionary.
>> I kinda regretted choosing cchy.

And....

I really missed those feeling of having a crush.
When you read his msges over and over again. You feel shy when you're with him. When you see him, your heart starts to beat faster and faster. You'll smile when you hear his voice. You'll get super high just by his scent. When you think of him. you realise you're always smiling. Also, you'll be supersuper happy when he starts talking to you either on msn or facebook chats. Sometimes you texted someone and they took forever to text back, so you checked what time you sent the text, calculated how long it took for them to reply, and tried to make them wait longer before you send your next response.

P.S: I've finally decided to put a cbox in my blog.

2010-11-23T23:40:00.000-08:00

Holidays will be so much better with lesser training and no meeting.
Everytime im having fun, i'll go "oh shit! there's training/meeting tomorrow!"
Seriously, it ruined EVERYTHING. URGH!
Shall stop with the babbling like typical Singaporean and start posting on my happy times :D

Went out with two ladies on Monday to Orchard :D

ION Orchard > 313 Somerset > Far East > Old Town White Coffee > Park

Gahhhhh, i think i've no sense of direction. LOL
Anyway, after much walk, we decided to let our ass to sit on a comfy chair, thus, we settled down at Old Town!

"OMFG Their coffee is as usual superb, so is their french toast! But then there's many many oil in there and and, forget it. There's a mixture of peanut, and sweetness in the bread that i couldnt make out. NICE (Y) So is their french fries, the potato damn alot, pardon me for my broken english but then thinking of this wonderful delicacies make me cant think and comprehend properly." - Li Ting.

Sat there for 2 freaking hours talking about anything, anyone under the sun.
Superrrrr funny when we talked about marriage!
We've chatted about the themes and my theme will be snow white, liting's will be sleeping beauty and jiaenn's will be kissing the frog. HA! And somehow it linked to our future husband..
They predicted mine will be those muscular guy. HAHAHA! I think its kinda true. :P

20th November

Class BBQ was a blast!
So much more like a water festival though. :P
Yeap, we poured water on whoever who comes to "our territory". Cause there's place for bbq and a place for crazy people who throw water bomb on each other.
Well, it actually started off with water bomb but water bomb doesnt always "bomb" properly. ( understand? LOL) So, we decided to fill up those empty water bottles.
Hohoho. Guess what? Their first target is ME -.- Asshole.
Ofcourse, i took revenge! :D

And for the first time in chungcheng i kicked somebody's dick.
Actually, not on the spot though, near there. Heheh, im a kind girl, not so mean.
Btw, i do alot of " dick kicking " when im in primary school. >.<
To make things sound more crazy, i became a mad woman and bite on somebody's arm.
I heard that it became swollen when he reached home. OOOOPS. xD Sorry yo!

Be my stress reliever next time :D Everytime i'm stress, i bite you :D Yay!
Okay sure, pillar of strength :D

The red line is me and the blue one is the guy i've bitten :D
So sweet yea?

2010-11-12T06:23:00.000-08:00

Went to attend a wedding that was held somewhere around Scotts Road.
Hellyeah, i've ate my all time favourite dessert! Yam paste! (Y)
Anyhoo, Momma drove around orchard after the wedding and i saw those chiooo decorations! :D:D
Someone jio me out at night to go there pleaseeeee?

Bytheway, I wore heels yesterday night!
Found it nearly impossible to walk properly in the beginning but the pro me still manage to walk like a sexaye cat after few hours passed. :D
AND.. the heels was NICE and its CHEAP ( 28.90$! ).

Ohyeah, i randomly uploaded some nice picchas :D

BYE 2B`10. Pray hard that most of us are gonna be in the same class next year!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, im soo nervous of the results for streaming and SC that are gonna be out this November 15 ( TOMORROW ) !!! ):

FYI, my level position wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. I've got the 12th position yo! ;)

Currently, im so in love with my muscles :P
YEAH, Couldnt do it without WUSHU !
We did hopping and sprinting up and down on the stairs for six times yesterday -.-
Strong.
Not surprisingly ,i knockout @ 8.40+pm that same day. YES, IM THAT EXHAUSTED!
If it wasnt wushu training, i bet im a plump woman with fat ass sitting on a couch licking icecream while fantasizing some kungfu stances in the movie during my holidays.
AND I WOULDNT KNOW SUCH AWESOME FRIENDS!

GENERATION 96! ★
Well, am not gonna write anything bout you guys cause i like to keep both GOOD and BAD things to myself.. Mostly good stuff though :)

2010-11-09T09:01:00.001-08:00

HEY YOU! SEE! I'VE BLOGGED! :)
Gonna blog this within 5 minutes cause im gonna sleep like .. NOW!
Pinky promise that i'll blog a proper post next time! :D:D

WATCH THIS !!!!!! :

Damn !#@OMG@!$!%WTF#@#^@#^#@ RIGHT ?!!!!!!!
Is she that freaking light that she can stand on top of a man's arm and on top of the head ?!!@$%@!^@#
I wish im that light!
Gahhhhhhhhh, talking about being "light", i had been hardcore training myself at home. Seriously! I did 25 crutches (???) and lifted 5kg dumbbell on Saturday, Sunday and Monday.
Well, after doing that, all i can say is .. THE FATS LOVE ME TOO MUCH! -.-
AND that intensive training made my muscles ache like !!! :S

Let’s face facts. If you’re ugly then life is going to be harder for you. People say that personality matters the most and I agree, but the world is shallow. The people who are lucky enough to be born good looking will always be one step ahead. Sucks but that’s the truth. Society is fucked.

2010-10-27T04:47:00.000-07:00

"Joscelin, everything will be awesome."

Damn, I really hope tomorrow and 30th October will be a happy-go-lucky day!
Yea, you're right.
Im getting back report book tmr and there's gonna be a selection for sec2 SC on Saturday.
I really hope that my overall percentage wont be lower than 65%.
As for SC, i seriously dont give damn about it currently. =x
I just dont wanna get 65% and below for my overall percentage :(

Ohyea. Those muscle aches are killing me! Had a hard time walking up the stairs and worst, i had a hard time sitting down on the toilet bowl. Tsk.
Well, not only those fat thighs are aching, my tummy aching tooo! :D
Nope, not those stomachache, but those muscles ache! ABS (Y) !!!
Gonna work hard to get 4 abs! Give me 10 years to prove it that can i do it okie ? Heheh :P

Anyway, last day of school tomorrow, and damn those freaking bridging programmes! >:(

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P.S : I really wish i could at least get a position 15 for my level position. Last year was 12 yknow!
P.P.S : Sorry if you think im alittle bhb. I'll try to change during the holiday okie? ;D
P.P.P.S : You're the world biggest asshole and I love you.

2010-10-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

School is super slackish and it only makes me feel that im fat cause every time i sit on the chair for too long, i felt one whole lump of fats sort of being squeezed out. URGH!
And yea, super boring too! I dont understand why the school make it compulsory thing to go back to school even when there's nothing much important stuff gonna happen. -.-
Ohwell.

Anyhoo, went swimming with the lady; Priscilla( above ) @ Safra last week.
THE STRONG JOSCELIN SWAM THE FREAKING 20 LAPS! 8 LAPS NON-STOP!
YAY! My stamina is coming back ;D

Ohyeah, she even asked whether i have boyf or not. LOL!
Ofcourse, it's a NONO luh ;)
Cause she said that my smile is awesomely cute and i got the innocent look :P

&&&& I make it into B division in Wushu!
Well, was quite happy until i realised i need to put in extra effort cause i dont wish to disappoint CCHY wushu. And yeah, NO Group event for me!

IM SO LOVIN IT
Sorry lah, i dont really like group event cause im always freaking slow and takes 238157819405 years to learn those few easy steps.:/

Ohohoh, went to fetch my brother last night. And his arrival was @ 10:30pm ++, T1. Yeap, there goes my sleeping time. Thats why my eyebags are worsen. D: But nvm! He brought manymany sweets! And gave me a 30cm+ long and 6 cm thick PENCIL. LOL!

★ I LOVE MY BROTHER!
Not all the time though.

2010-10-22T03:48:00.000-07:00

"I’m scared I won’t add up to your expectations. I’m not perfect, I’m not gorgeous, I don’t have the prettiest smile or the most banging body. I’m not going to be cute every second of the day & I’m not always going to look my greatest. I’m not always going to know the right thing to say & the right time to say it. I am very emotional & I do have pretty bad moodswings. I usually over react over dumb little things & cry over nothing. I’m afraid I won’t add up to your ex girlfriend, but I am willing to try my hardest. I get jealous but that only proves that I care enough not to lose you. I make assumptions & I will argue until I get my point across. I’m impatient, insecure & at times, selfish - but I’m trusting you with something that I know you can break. I’m going to trust you with everything I’ve got & put my heart out for everyone to see. I’m going to accept you for the person you are & love you for the person you help me to be. so if you choose to love me, then love me for me - for who I am, for what I hope to become, for the drama that you’re going to have to go through & for the flaws I come with. "

2010-10-14T02:44:00.000-07:00

Boy : My heart hurts ,

Girl : Why ?

Boy : Cos’ its been crying out for you but you cant hear it ..

Girl : ( * Listens to heart beat )

Boy : Do you hear it ?

Boy : Do you hear it telling you ..

Girl : I love you too .

Boy : ( * Smiles )

2010-10-11T06:09:00.000-07:00

"Laugh when you can, apologize when you should. Know that grudges are a waste of happiness. Let go of what you cannot change. Love deeply, forgive quickly, take some chances. Give all you have got. Always try to take things in your stride and smile when you’re feeling sad. Remember what you’ve got but also love and cherish what you have now. Give all that you have, because life is too short to be anything else but happy."

Ohyessssss! Last paper tomorrow! :D
Gonna train hard and sleep like a pig! Oinkoink~ Heh.
And when the results are out, im not gonna cry.
Im gonna buy myself one tub of chocolate chip cookie dough and eateateat :P
Awesome yea?

Seriously, i think im gonna break down the moment i saw all the crosses on my paper. :/
No worries, i will bring tissues for myself. :)

Everybody feels better after a hug :)
Yeah, if you saw me not in a good mood. Dont ask " Are you okay? "
Instead, give me hug and tell me you love me :D

HEY YOU,
IM FALLING FOR YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE NOT UP TO MY EXPECTATIONS .

2010-10-09T19:21:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you. Sometimes you have to talk quieter, just to see who’s actually listening. Sometimes you have to take a step back, just to see who’s still standing by your side. Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, just to see who’s there when it all falls down. Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back."

Exam week sucks!
Just when i thought maths would be quite easy, i screwed it up.
Just when i thought im prepared for history, it killed me.
Just when i thought i've got the equations in my brain, my mind dead when i saw the first question.
I get my hopes up, and I watch them fall every time.
Wonderful.

Anyhoo, there are still happy things going on.
- Brother's birthday
- Brother's party
- Swimming with Liting & Xinying .
- Someone told me im prettyyyy
- Eng literature was easy.
- i dont give a damn about my hair anymore
- SOMEONE cares about how i feel
- Receiving chocolates nearly everyday

Well, that's about it :)
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C'mon! Give me a goodluck kiss and tell me that every will be OK AWESOME!

Andandand, I found my long lost twin! ONGLITING ! ^^

2010-09-30T07:13:00.000-07:00

Why do people say things they don’t mean?
I don’t get it. There’s a difference between joking around, being sarcastic, and just being a complete jerk. If you don’t want to hurt someone, then don’t say something you don’t mean. Simple.as.that.

2010-09-24T06:26:00.000-07:00

Life is unfair.
You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 20%. You’re there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most & the next day they don’t pick up their phone. You give something your all & sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn’t care enough about you to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time & they give you “sorry, I’m busy”. It seems like you’re giving everyone everything & they’re just walking away with it.

2010-09-20T06:41:00.001-07:00

You know what?
Yes I have changed. I’m not as nice as I used to be, because I don’t want to get used or walked over, I don’t trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they’re only going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that im the only person I can depend on.

2010-09-19T01:49:00.001-07:00

2010-09-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

Girls are much more than what they seem.
They’re more than just the makeup, the clothes, the shoes, the bags, the sunglasses, the outside. They’re more than just whiny bitches. We’re so much more.. too bad some boys can’t understand.
A girl’s life is a bitch itself.
On a daily basis we deal with bitches, backstabbers, lies, boyfriends, crushes, exes, appearance, insecurity, bullying and so much more.
Everyday we wake up, we have to shower. We have to fix our hair. Then, we have to get dressed. We spend hours infront of our mirror for you. Making sure we look good. Then we have to apply make up.
While doing all this, there’s so much to consider.. especially gossipers and guys. If something’s too short, they’ll call us a whore. Something’s too long, they’ll call us ugly.
We go through buckets full of ice cream because we’ve had way too many broken hearts.
We cry because bitches wanna hate and boyfriends wanna bitch.
We can’t complain because we don’t wanna be annoying.
We trust people, then they end up stabbing us in the back.
We learn stuff the hard way. every guy out there making a period joke, like are you for real?
No. just because you’re being a little bitch and pissing me off doesn’t mean i’m on my period. Get over it.
We get hurt multiple times, and keep running back to the same people.
We love hard, and hurt hard. We care too much. We’re never understood.
We go through so much trouble when you don’t even notice. We listen to songs till five in the morning and fall asleep to it just because it reminds us of you. We try so hard to impress you, while dealing with all that’s said about us.
After everything, we sit our asses down on tumblr and reblog everything that reminds us of you. We spill our guts out to our bestfriends who’ve probably had enough of you. We go on facebook and we check your profile a million times, and go through all your pictures. Even if we have seen them all before.
We hear what people say about us, and sometimes we break inside. But no matter what, even after everything, we have to come out strong. we have to put a big smile on our faces and pretend like everything’s ok. We have to act nice towards the haters, even knowing everything that they said about us. we love even though we know we shouldn’t. And we wait for something that’ll never happen. but no matter what, we manage to act like everything’s fine, even though everything’s falling apart.
That’s a day in a girl’s life.
Imagine dealing with all that everyday. We’re so much more than what you think.
So much more than what we seem. We love hard, and hurt hard.

http://e-uphoria.tumblr.com/

2010-09-08T07:54:00.001-07:00

TO MY OH-SO-THOUGHTFUL-AND-CARING PARENTS :

I don’t do drugs, I don’t smoke, I don’t drink, I don’t party, I don’t stay out til 3 am on a weekday. I don’t skip class, but I don’t make you proud either. You’re always nagging at me because I’m not focused, because I’m chatting to a friend while completing my homework. I’m not fucking perfect, there’s kids worse than me, why can’t you see that? I’m never mad at you, I’m just mad at myself for displeasing you. I’m sorry.

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JASPER YU , YOU SUCKS !
I dont like you looking down on me in everything i do .
Why do you always have to be so caring and thoughtful for that !! and you treat me like im invisible?! Right, you dont treat me transparent , you called me everytime you need me to do stuff. Woah, thanks . AT LEAST , i know you still think of me sometimes. -.-
Know what? Presents are loved . But .. what i need more is siblings' loveeeeee !

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A number of stuffs learnt :
- Parents have no idea that we also suffered in one way or another, they always think that their " pain " are more painful and their work are more tiring.

- Im ONLY gonna hold hand or AT MOST, HUG in the public with my boyfriend . I dont like the way people do those gross stuff in the public. ANDAND I hate those couples that do those lovey dovey stuff infront of their friends . DISGUSTING MUCH .
Sorry, im sensitive , not jealous.

- Its time to stop hating people ! Learn to spot their perfection things and accept their flaws. Anyhoo, its those little stuff that make themselves special . ;)

2010-09-03T04:58:00.000-07:00

★ I miss being a primary kid when everything seems so simple and everyone were so innocent ...

(A) Me : " Heyyoo! Do you miss me ? ;D
Buddy : " Uhm. Yea. " * give a wide grin and hugs me *
Me : - awww. i got such a lovely friend - :)

VS

(B) Me : " Hey ! Miss me ? ;D
Buddy : " Nope. Not at all . Seriously . "
Me : Why not ? :(

Which one will you prefer uh ?
Somehow , i prefer (A) .
Cause i dont like anything that hurts my feeling . I feel happy knowing people missing me cause it tells me that they actually remembered me . But then again , you will know that its a lie . Still, i'll be jolly when i know that they are making an effort not to make me frown .
Sometimes , telling me " Hey pretty, I miss you " will make me delight already..
I dont like people who are too straightforward though im one once in awhile xP

Anyway, it's a perspective thing. You dont have to agree with me ;)

Yes. Its the time of the day when all the teachers shows their evil side by giving us loads of homework . D:
Come on, its only ONE WEEK holiday . Yet, they already give us so much homework that makes me think that we've ONE MONTH of holiday -.-

On top of those toilet papers ( aka homeworks ) , wushu people have to go back for training monday, tuesday and wednesday during afternoon !

Anyhoo, report book was returned and wasnt quite satisfied .
On the other hand , was quite blissful that i didnt fail any subjects :D
Percentage : 70.4%

Ohyeah. Had lunch @ 18chefs with Dory, Jiaenn & Liting <3
We chatted like there's no tomorrow.
Yeah. Random stuff .
Such as Powerpuff girls, totally spies, Dora the explorer , high-5 , teen titans ........ manymany more. ;D
And we were saying about how stupid Dora is .... and blahblahblah.
Well, i didnt contribute much on the noise level though.
I like to keep things to myself sometimes ;P

2010-08-31T06:34:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes you just sit at home and remember the old times.
You laugh by yourself with a ridiculous smile.
Then you have that one tear run down your cheek cause all of it changed. "

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY :)

I dont like today. WHY OH WHY MUST WE DO ACES DAY HUH ? Waste time !
But then , I went back HOME and i saw lots of dumb people standing outside the gate waiting to go in . From far, i thought they were having riot .__. Serious. LOL . & by HOME , i meant primary school. :]

Somebody , PLEASE ASK ME OUT TO GO EXERCISING !
As long as they help me burn my fats and build up my muscles , im okay with it :D

Seriously, my tummy is becoming more yuan as the day passes.
NOPE, not because im pregnant!
I've been eating alot of potato chips and ate 2 pieces of cheese cakes this month!
TELL ME HOW NOT TO BECOME ROUND ! -.-

2010-08-29T02:28:00.000-07:00

HELLO CRAZY GIRLS AND CRAZY BOYS :)

Let the pictures do the talking this time okeh ? xP

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Been feeling pissed, annoyed and irritated easily lately.
Sorry for the bitchy attitude , i guess that is what happen when you moodswing yea? >.<
Anyw, the sight of YOU will always make me high y'know?
Well, appear more . Better yet, HUG ME when im sad ! <3>

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Joscelin, its time for you to wake up ! You are not living in fairytales where everything has happy endings. You should just pretended everything was okay. Also, admit it, you look prettier when you smile and look even better when you laugh, so, STOP FROWNING !

2010-08-13T06:13:00.000-07:00

When you were inside your mom’s tummy,
your mom suffered the pain that you gave to her,
and you thanked her by kicking her all day long.

When you were 1 year old,
your mom celebrated the first birthday of you,
you thanked her by crying all day long.

When you were 2 years old,
your mom started teaching you how to talk,
you thanked her by saying ummmumumumumamamama.

When you were 3 years old,
your mom brought you to the park,
you thanked her by running around the pond, and chasing the ducks.

When you were 4 years old,
your mom bought you some toys,
you thanked her by breaking the toys on the next day.

When you were 5 years old,
your mom bought you a story book and read it to you,
you thanked her by ripping it piece to piece.

When you were 6 years old,
your mom sent you to the kindergarten, so that you can start making friends,
but you thanked her by fighting with your classmate.

When you were 7 years old,
your mom made you a very nice lunch for the first day of school,
you thanked her by throwing your foods around the class.

When you were 8 years old,
your mom handed you an ice cream,
you thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old,
she paid for piano lessons,
you thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old she drove you all day,
from soccer to football to one birthday party after another,
you thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old,
she took you and your friends to the movies,
you thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old,
she warned you not to watch certain TV shows,
you thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13 years old,
she suggested a haircut that was becoming,
you thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp,
you thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug,
you thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car,
you thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call,
you thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation,
you thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus carried your bags. You
thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm
so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your
wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply
she loved you. You thanked her by moving
halfway across the country.

When you were 50, she fell ill and
needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about
the burden parents become to their
children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came
crashing down like thunder on
YOUR HEART..

2010-07-31T06:27:00.000-07:00

Hello all !

Life is pretty busy for the past few days because of the same old stuff.
>> Homeworks ( when will i ever have -10 homeworks ? LOL. Rubbish-ing )
>> Cultural Night Rehearsal over and over again . -.-
>> Swimming every Saturday .
>> Catching up Maths .
and manymany more ;D
Nvm! Shall train on my endurance ;)

Andandand I'm going to watch YOG's football LIVE !
Yea, football is quite boring, but , who cares ?! Most likely there will be shuaiges ! @.@ OOOOOPS. Just kidding about the shuaiges.

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Also, i realised alot of people wanna date me recently . ha! xD

Examples:
Siying , Cheryl , Qianwei , Prisicilla , My mummy and My daddy .

TOOOOOOO BAD, they've to wait until 2 weeks later ! x))
And yea, sadly, there's no boys except for my dad.

Anyway, did i mention ONLY my group has finished the IPW presentation ? :O
IM A GREAT LEADER YO !
Nah, CherylTham put in the most effort . ;D Thanks Cheryl !

Also, gradnoon just passed and i heard from RenPing that the performance was good. ;)
Thanks + Sorry to LiTing, cause i was freaking nervous for dont know whatsoever reasons and i kept pestering her .. hmm... and i think she was quite pissed ? Sorry yea..

Additionally, many peeps are saying me GuNiang -.-

Examples:
Winnie: I think you very guniang leh.. Like the way you sit ... ... ... .. ...
Siying : You see! You see! She damn guniang lo. Sun only ......... ...
Jiaenn: You is guniang de unglam.

Thanks uh. >.<

OHOHOH! People around me are telling me that im PRETTY ! ^^
Sorry for being such an ass here , but this happens once in a lifetime okay! (exaggerating)

Lastly,
TELL ME THAT I'VE GOT AN AWESOME LIFE

Ha! Actually, it isnt that great . But many wonderful things are happening that makes me smile everyday, and that, I can conclude that i've got a wondrous life. <3

2010-07-27T06:05:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhh! Im so gonna find one good day to sleep for 10 hours to replenish my lost of sleep for the past few weeks ( excluding Sunday ) . :(

Seriously, why cant our school starts @ 9am every day and end at the same time everyday ?!
Students will get much more sleep and more time to do homework . && More energy to participate in class activities !

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School is pretty much tiring and crazy ! Nevertheless, it was enjoyable :D

>> Dance Rehearsal for GradNoon
>> Wushu Rehearsal for CulturalNight
>> Chionging homework every night
>> Drowning myself with lots of notes for various subjects for tests

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I feel like im a very sensitive person . I hate people easily. And easily get pissed . And today, i thought of something while im on the bus..
I think i shouldnt treat my good friends too good cause they dont really treat the same .. That's how i think. Additionally, i totally hate attention seeker . -.-

2010-07-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

}You can turn off the light, but im still gonna shine

HELLO ALL ! ^^

School's life is awesome ! Especially on Thursday ( excluding the maths test ) !

On Thursday :
> Somebody said that im pretty !
> Somebody gave me Pocky ( strawberry flavour ) !
> Finally able to perform taiji !
> People saying my taiji has the " feel " ( including COACH ) !
> Gossip with Jiaenn and Liting .
> Byran is treating my awesome-ly good !
> Durian puff !

Those stuff are things that makes me smile even while im doing homework :D

Additionally, many happenings aint that good.
Like..having tests tests and MORE TESTs !
And homeworks are piling up faster than you can say " Yay! It's finally FRIDAY ! "
Also , im very pissed off by someone who kept showing off ___
&Someone who gave me some disgusting attitude. -.-

Nvm. I'll just keep on shining .
Cause i believe that HAPPY GIRLS ARE PRETTY GIRLS .
WHO WILL WANT TO BE UGLY ?! ;)

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For now, I have yet to decide to go Semakau or not ... :(

2010-07-12T08:32:00.001-07:00

“Say, Pooh, why aren’t you busy,” I said.
“Because it’s a nice day,” said Pooh.
“Yes, but ——”
“Why ruin it?” he said.
“But you could be doing something Important,” I said.
“I am,” said Pooh.
“Oh? Doing what?”
“Listening,” he said.
“Listening to what?”
“To the birds. And that squirrel over there.”
“What are they saying?” I asked.
“That it’s a nice day,” said Pooh.
“But you know that already,” I said.
“Yes, but it’s always good to hear that somebody else thinks so, too,” he replied.

2010-07-10T23:40:00.000-07:00

Well, yesterday was ChungCheng's 71 birthday ! ^^
Im one of the 4 prefects who were escorting the VIPs and GOH . Additionally, Dory was the emcee with 3 other CCHY-ians ! ;D
( &im escorting GOH ) Honoured. :D
Though i did some mistakes during the escorting and blahblahblah but everything came out fine. Andandand , the most shocking part was the " dragon dance " part . ._.
Also, went to OpenHouse @ Xishan during yesteday morning. It was alittle boring.
But at least i met some of my lovely friends :D
But somehow .. i think the gap between us expanded ? :O

Okeh, shall stop crapping. Gotta finish up on my Maths homework and IPW Project . :(

P.S : I think tumblr's pictures are AWESOME .
P.P.S: Im sick :(
P.P.P.S: I hate IPW .

2010-07-04T22:01:00.000-07:00

A girl's simple pleasures :
Letting your hair free from a pony-tail at the end of the day.
Taking your bra off after a long day.
Getting ready for a day you been looking forward to.
Chillin’ at home, no make-up, bed hair, basketball shorts, in front of the TV snacking endlessly on junk food.
Knowing it’s your last day of your menstrual cycle.
Going through your bags of new clothes… that were on sale!
* Kope from Jiaenn's *

20 Random Facts about ME .

I prefer watching ghost stories to watching love stories .
I pretend texting people when i feel that im left out .
Sometimes, I talk to Yolkie about school's stuff.
Hello Panda ( Milk Cream ) <3Green Tea icecream !
I always change the drink to Milo @ Macdonald .

I'll tell people im yawning when im actually crying .

I like to listen to guy's conversation .

I have high self expectations .

Low endurance .

I drink plenty of water .
I am scared to be in a relationship.

I believe sometimes it's better to be just friends than getting into a relationship.

I smile when i receive random text messages from people i like in th middle of the night .

Once i start hating someone, everything they do will irritates me.

I'm sensitive .

Laughing is my favourite exercise .
I hate people who say themselves are fat when they are much slimmer than i do.
I hate coffee .
I fell into the toilet bowl when i was very young . -.-

Goofy is my role model ;)

2010-06-30T07:21:00.000-07:00

2010-06-28T06:39:00.000-07:00

2010-06-26T06:28:00.000-07:00

" What's on my mind now ? I dont want school . Short and sweet . " - Pearlyn Lim .

By looking at my tagboard, most probably there are no one reading my blog .. So, im daring enough to write this lovey dovey thing in my blog :D:D

Going in alphabets order .

JIAENN CHONG ★: HEY BABY ! I LOVE YOU . I truly do . ;)
Being with you is one of my favourite time ! I love the mo qi with have together during the captain ball ! And I like you telling me some of your little secrets :D .
&Thanks for reply my smses . I know those smses are stupid . Cause most of the time is about [ you know who ] . And woah, smsing you is becoming one of my hobby =x
Oh! I love it when you give me the " did you saw that ? " look when _____ seeking for attention . Heheh. We're evil , but who cares yea ?! ;D
Bythe way , remember you asked me who is my best friend ? The answer will still be my primary school friend but you are definitely after her :D:D:D
Thanks for coming into this world babe ! I love you as much as i love lollipops! haha!
Ohohoh! 1 lollipop on the way ~~

PS : I know you have better friends out there . But i hope our friendship will not break cause I dont want to lose a friend like you ! <3
LEONARD NG ★: HEY AWESOME FRIEND !
Thanks for everything ! Thanks for directing me to the wrong bus ! -.-
Thanks for the lollipop and the keychain . Thanks for letting me using your facebook account . I love it when you didnt get mad even when i use your facebook account and do stupid stuff. ;P . Frankly, i really love yesterday. You give me the " Im your girlfriend and you are my boyfriend " feeling. Tell you uh, it has been a loooooongggggg time since i felt like this. Thanks brother ! :D & I love the way we use phone to sms each other even though you are only 1 metre beside me ! LOL! And i finally know your true colours luh ! Eh, don't ever do that to me can ? If you hate me, just tell me . ;) I don't want to be a foolish girl msn-ing to a guy who hates me. && Thanks for the concern when i tell you that im sleepy . :)
Hey you, you better stay in my life okeh ?!

PS : I still cant believe i stay at you house until 10pm + ?!!
PPS: LET'S BRING ENUI FOR A WALK AGAIN YEA ?!
PPPS: I love your sexy leg ! :P HAHAHA!
WONG SIYING ★: I HATE YOU !! :P
Thanks for being my side everytime when i needs you. But i seriously hate it when you pangseh me and go with your vball peeps . :( And i love it when we laugh together like mad women in class. I love you when you speak broken english ! And i lovelovelove it when you run with me for the 2.4km . :D I love it when you talk back to me in the bus when you are gonna sleep but i dun let you sleep . haha! And thanks for those china presents babe ! And thanks for being my partner everytime when project needs to be in a pair . :D
Keep making me laugh baby, you make me high !

PS : I don't like byran ! -.-
PPS: I don't hate you . I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH ! <3

2010-06-19T03:27:00.000-07:00

Hey YOU ! Yes , YOU YOU YOU and 你 !

HOW ARE YOU ?
I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU

To My Friends .
Thank you for coming into this world. You teaches me what is HAPPY .
With you, you make my everyday life a better day .

& To those who hates me to the core . I Like You Too.
Thanks for making my life miserable. At least you teaches me what's SAD . ;)

Most importantly , everyone of you teaches me what's life ..

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. IT GOES ON .

2010-06-17T00:58:00.000-07:00

}/ I just wanna sit and stare at you ... ♥

I cant believe 3rd week of June Holiday is coming to an end. :(
It was faster than you can say " I've finally finish doing ALL my homeworks ! " yea ?

Ha! Guess what? I've not even touch on any homework yet.
Gonna chiong finish EVERYTHING on Saturday and Sunday . ;)
( Taking risk with responsibility - HOM ) hahaha! Ya . Right.

Anyw, went to Malacca for Prefects trip . It was .. . F-U-N .
( Though i felt left out at times ... Ohwell. :) )
Shall let the pictures do the talking yea ? [ More pictures @ facebook . ]

Hohoho . Im having ANOTHER camp in school. Wushu Camp .

And ohyah.
I'M LOVIN ` THE FOOTBALL CRAZE ! WOOO~
ENGLAND FTW ~~~~~~! ♥

Kinda crazy bout` football lately . Hahah.

By the way , Baby , make me high once more , will you ? 爱

2010-05-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

}/ Just because I don't talk to you anymore , doesn't mean that i don't miss you .

-- > Wushu

" Byebye Spear , Hello TaiJi. "

Dead Tagboard . T.T
Awwwww...

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Last day of school ended in a blink of an eye.

Went to YishunSec to perform and i saw two pretty girls ! * stare @ Lelia & Jiamin *
And head back to school to do clean and shine and also to get back report book .

Guess what ?! My position in class remain the same as last year . -.-
Last year : 7/40
This year : 7/43

Wednesday, 26 May 2010.

&& Did i mention I lost for the very first match for floorball ?

RAAAWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR >:(

Anyway, thats dry ice in the cup .
And the angmoh over there is my form teacher. :D

Bytheway, BLUE house clinched the gold medal for floorball .
Ohohoh, Floorball Red Team 1 ( my team ) was lost because of them !!!
The score was : 7 - 0
Blue house OWN-ed -.-

Ohyah, remember one of my post was about " XXX " ... I finally took a picture of him !
( It wasnt an easy task , cause i have nightmare just by looking at his face ! =x )

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Seeee! You guys should know why i hate him so much alr yea ?
He looks like a pervertic guy over here. OMG. Nightmare~~

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PS : Not gonna be in Singapore on 1st June.

2010-05-20T07:15:00.000-07:00

^ Half mast ( ?? ) in school. Paying last respect to the late DrGoh.

QUICK NOTE :

FAIL geography by 4 marks ! T.T

PASS english ! :D:D:D
( ONLY 6 passes for english paper 2 ya know ?! )

Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the rainy days !
( Cause i love to assemble @ class xP )

Going to State Funeral Wake of the late Dr Goh Keng Swee . ( honoured :) )

Wushu training was HORRIBLE , TERRIBLE , VEGETABLE !

~~What happens if i tell you ... iloveyou .. ?~~

2010-05-18T03:07:00.000-07:00

} I think about you all the time, but I don't need the same.

-Those muffins in the picture above is made by Aunty ! &Its Yummyyyyyyyyyyyy! ♥
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My results sucks, its sucks as much as those bitter medicine. Especially ART.
Thought I'll get A1 but i've gotten an B4 !
Mr Colm said that it was a beautiful art piece yet i get only that stupid B4! False hope. Argh ! >:(

Speaking of Art, Mr Teo is as suckish as my Art result too. =x

[ Story ]
I was walking around the Art room to find paint. Than suddenly Byran drew on Khairul's leg and i was like :O , than i pretend im going to draw on the leg too. Than Mr teo tapped on my shoulder and said " You naughty girl ! I saw you doing it ! You sit down ! " in chinese. -.-

Haiyo. Even my classmate said to the teacher : " You misunderstood her alr lah . Its not her . "

I AM INNOCENT !!!!!

Ohwell. Sometime you cant choose what will happen next , its fated.

As for others ...

Chinese ( Express ) : 66%
Science : 55% ( Thought I'll flunk it . )

Whenever I thought Im gonna flunk a particular subject, it will pass in the end.
& When i thought that i will pass one subject will flying colours, It end up with drowning colours .
Serious.

Anyw, Im getting back my Geo paper and English paper 2 tmr.
& for this time , I confirm will fail .

@ Geo :
Miss Siti said that only 2 passes for Section B & C .
Additionally, I do not have sufficient time to check my work after finishing it.

@ English :
Only 4 passes for Comprehension .

Yesssss , my expression was :O toooooooooooo! Haiz.

Hopefully , luck will be on my side tmr !

2010-05-15T02:02:00.001-07:00

MyNiceProfile.com

That's how i look when I saw the marks written on my Maths Paper.
I score A2 for Mathematics [ MYE ' 10 ] . LOL.

Anyway, do you think i should change my link to : http://www.00-fenglinnnnnn.blogspot.com/ ??
Hmmmm ...... cause i think my present's link sounds too childish. xP

2010-05-13T03:55:00.000-07:00

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Joscelin is back to blogging ! ( I think no one even cares . Oh. Who cares ! )
Yes, exams are over , thus, im here typing all the history . :P

Target : Average for all subjects = 75 !
Well, that's what i targeted BEFORE MYE.
Target : Average for all subjects = 62 -.-
This is what i targeted after doing all those killer papers. haizz...

Anyw, Art exam ended hours ago and i believed an A1 will be easy peasy for me to get cause i've drawn a chio-bu on my piece of blank a3 paper .

Not bad eh ? ;)

As for other stuff... it doesnt go that well.

@ Napfa --- GOLD

Results :
Standing Board Jump : 208 cm ! ( FURTHEST EVER )
Sit-up : 32
Inclined Pull- up : 18
Sit and reach : 49cm
Shuttle Run : 11+
2.4 : 13:15

As for Sit&Reach, Inclined Pull-up & 2.4 .. im not very sure.
But most importantly, I've got A for all !!

@ WUSHU --- LOST.
All the efforts gone to WALL-E's home.

@ MYE's papers --- TOUGH.

Ohwell, i gave my best shot.

Fortunately, there are still some good news during this suffering moments.

--> Overseas trip with WUSHU @ Malaysia for FREE
--> Overseas trip with PB @ Malaysia for 209.30$ >.<
--> Operation on 4th June ( Finally! )

Now that exams are over, lessons are back to usual . :(
& I bet Maths paper and Chinese paper are gonna be given out tmr !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wish me luck!!

HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
( Ahem. Sorry for the madness. I need to laugh cause i have very least chance to laugh after getting back the papers ... ) HAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHA

2010-04-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

Tuesday is arriving soon.
I don't know whether im ready or not .. but im gonna give my best shot !
Im doing it to prove that you're wrong and doing for the sake of FREE LUNCH ! ^^

ALL THE BEST FOR JOSCELIN!!!!!!!!

2010-04-02T06:56:00.000-07:00

To xxx :

You Ain't Good Enough For Me . So, GET LOST !

2010-03-16T06:42:00.000-07:00

^ Took from Dory's blog. xP

Hellooooooooooooo! =)

I cant believe its MARCH ! Wow!
Wushu Competition is around the corner !! :S
& I think im still terrible in it !!

Jiayou JOSCELIN & Generation 96 !! ^^

My plan for March holiday:

Monday : Go clinic to check the thing beside my eye. ( Morning )
Wushu @ Afternoon
Tuesday : Pack my room . & Watch finish 就想赖着你 !! x)
Wednesday : Wushu from 9am - 5pm
Thursday : Swimming w PriscillaTEO @ Early Afternoon
BBQ w Prefects @ Evening
Friday : Do finish anything thats not finished.
Saturday : Pack school's bag.
Sunday : Cycle w Dad( ?? )

By the way, im getting my phone on Wednesday !!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
Jealous eh ? ;)

One last thing,
~~I hate my brother ; Jasper.~~

2010-02-26T06:53:00.000-08:00

^ I miss the red phone. I lost it.
Anyway, this is my charming little cousin!
Me : You got girlfriend or not ?
Him : I got ! Every girl in my class is my girlfriend leh !

2010-02-24T03:24:00.000-08:00

Hellooooooooooooo ♥

15 Feb 10.
Chinese New Year celebration @ My house ! ^^ :

20 Feb 10 .

22 Feb 10.
-Passed prefect probation ! :D
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- I've lost my phone !!!! T.T

23 Feb 10.
Sometimes, losing phone isnt that bad...
You get to have new phone after you get your scoldings and naggings.
Also, you get to know which friends are really your true friends.

Right after Wushu, Kimberley, Winnie, Dory & Beining accompanied me to find my phone at BBT shop .. cause i think thats the place where i last saw my phone...
Unofrtunately, its not there.

Actually, all of them have to go home early but they actually sacrifice their precious time for me ! ( So touch :) ) They called their parents to inform them that they'll be late and than we head to the police station.

Surprisingly, that day was everyone's first time to get into the police station ! :O
Hopefully its our first and also the last time to get into the police station ...

By the way, I told my dad abt my losing hp case and he only nag at me...
and he said ..
" I hope you learn your lesson okay? This holiday we go get a new hp for you. You want the iPhone ? I think its not bad " Very LOL right? :D:D

Ohyah. Do you know what's around the corner ??
Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test Common Test

Yessssss! Common Test is comming to town ! :(

2010-02-12T05:17:00.000-08:00

To Dumbdumb:: I wish we can be as close as Mickey and Minnie...
Yes, I've fallen for you all over again.

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
It has been a lonnnnngggggggggggggggg time since i last posted eh?
By looking at the almost-going-to-be-dead tagboard, i can see you guys dont often come to my blog too... D:
Anyhoo, gonna post about what i've been doing for the past 123456789days :)

2nd Feb 10.
Slasher found in Yishun ! Beware okay ?
FYI, the SICKO shlashed a jogger nearby the ITE in Yishun..
Freaking near my house lo.

7th Feb 10.
Minister Visit was BORING !
But im on TV the next day . - Channel News Asia.

Thanthan.. chiong to Khatib MRT with Kimberley as we're meeting Ivory, Jiaenn and Xinyi for th Wushu Performance @ Victoria Theatre.
And the performance was AWESOMEEEEEEEE!!! Paying $20 was worthwhile. :)))

9th Feb 10.
Prefect interview was SCARYYYYYY!!!! Im serious.
They caught my shoes. Cause im waring a sport shoes that has silver stripes.. !@#$%^&!

12th Feb 10. ( Today )
Went Yishun Sec to perform for them Wushu .
Yes, i was very nervous ... >.<
I have to say... the audience in Yishun Sec was marvelous ! Much better than my school lo. My school dont even appreciate wushu...

And chiong back to XishanPri to meet up with Brasel and others.
( Its a traditon . ^^ )
Spoke to :
Miss Kong
Mrs Gina Lim
Mdm Gong
Mr Chua
and ........ i forgot. xP

And went home alone.

Sometimes, I dream of you .

2010-01-25T04:51:00.000-08:00

20 Jan 10. ♥
Happy Birthday to JOSCELINNNNNNNNNNNNN!! ♥

Famous Amos 's cake. sweeeeeeeeeeeet~

Did you spot the Baby mickey im hugging on ? ( In the Pic. )
Cute righttttttttt ?! Thats one of many presents i've received from my friends and family . ^^

After cutting cake, we head to VivoCity ... to the Shin..(??) I forgot it's name.xP

Prefect meeting was... -.-"
Dory sabo-ed me by telling Kelvin ( vice-head Prefect ) that its my birthday.
Yes, the Prefects sang me a birthday song in english and chinese version. Thanks Dory ! >.<

21 Jan 10.
Received 200$ for the GoodProgress Award thingy.

Time trial for 2.4km : 13. 34 ! Ohyeah ~ I rock ~~ ;D;D;D;D;D;D;D;D
25 Jan 10.
-Ivory gave me mickey ! When so highhh that i couldnt help myself from hugging her ! :O
-My oh-so-wonderful mum treat me to Swensen cause of some particular reason . xP

Today.
Today sucks!!! I hate it !!!
Mathematics test totally ruin my day lo! I hate ALGEBRA ! Confirm FAIL.

Not only that, KRT is another sicko who ruin my day.
Fyi, he is obsessed with me. Im not bhb-ing! Its true !!!!!!!!!!
You can ask my classmate if you dont believe.
He don't let guys talk to me and he even intended to kiss & hug me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Urgh ! Freaking irritating !!!!!

Forget it and laugh !

2010-01-16T06:47:00.000-08:00

Paiseh ar, my memory space is kinda limited .. so, i shall blog about what i remember .

Thursday: PE! My timing for 4 rounds were 14.34 mins. T.T

Today was the CCA carnival and i did a very bad job for the performance . Haizz..
Still, i managed to survive and was still laughing after it ended !!

Forget it and laugh ! - Joscelin's life. ^^

& for yesterday. A bunch of wushu peeps met up in canteen and started cutting papers and blahblahblah for the booth .

By the way, I hate KRT!!@#$%!
People, please help me think of an idea to stop this guy from being obsessed with me !
( Sounds weird? But its true ! )
FYI, he is super super ugly and annoying.
I've told him that i hate him and replied .. : " Hate means Love.. You love me ? " -.-

Aiya, my editing skills CMI lah. >.<
Pictures were taken from Manyun's bloggie.

2010-01-12T05:57:00.000-08:00

Helloooooooooooo! ((:
Its the second week of school!! Haiz.. it was torturous!
I shall not blog about it since i bet alot of people know how i feel now.
Anyway, BEE HAPPY okeh ? ;)

By the way, My birthday is coming soon!!!! <3
If those who have no idea what to buy/do for me .. look below ! heehee.

- Cute & Huge waterbottle!
- Tee shirts !
- Cute umbrella !
- File!
- BigBig Softtoy !
- Birthday cards [ DIY hor !! ;) ]

And anything else that is cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and USEFUL !

Its called LIFE.

2010-01-08T05:11:00.000-08:00

A day in school is A day in jail.

Anyway,

Happy Belated Birthday to LELIA !!!!!!!!!!! <3 ( Her Birthday is on 7th January. )

Happy Birthday to BAOER. :D

Happy Birthiday to GhimTeng. :]

Happy Belated Birthday to LOWIS. ((: ( His birthday is on 6th January . )

6th January.
Something terrible happened and made me cried for the whole night.
One of my uncle had died of cancer. He was lying on the bed and his head kinda shrunk .
I felt uncomfortable looking at him like this. It hurts.
He kinda reminded me of my beloved grandma. I miss her very much ....
Rest in peace, uncle.

7th January.
Sick. Running nose . Cough. Sorethroat.
Even when im sick, i still went for Wushu . Im so good right ?

Today's PE was boring. We only did height and weight.
I've grown 1cm taller ! 161cm. ^^
And for my weight... Shall not reveal. =x
Was told that April will be having our napfa. Im so dead. -.-

8th January.
Homeworks . Homeworks . Homeworks.
The teachers so fast give homeworks ! -.-
I've not tuned to back school mode yet !

P.S/ I love Lelia Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I cant believe i've know her for 7 years .
7 years and still counting. ;D

If only i know you better...

2010-01-05T05:21:00.000-08:00

First day of school was awesome ... not!
It was BORING and so, i kept yawning in class. Bad start.

New timetable was " OMG " ! Serious.
9:40am will be our Recess and after 1h+ will be our Lunch break !
Food that was taken during recess havent even digest yet lo !

Anyway, Siying gave me a keychain and a minnie mouse bought from China ! <3>Speaking of China, I heard Raymone Goh said that the Wushu Peeps going GuangZhou?? :O

~~My heart beats faster than ever everytime i see you. Do you know ?~~
Yes, I saw you today.

Second day was worser (??) !

Few mintues before being a late comer ! Yes, skipped my prefect duty and did NOT take attendance. Ohwell.
New seating arrangements! D:
Infront of me is Lowis..Behind me is Siying ...On my left is Zul. No fan above me! ):

Went back gate after school to meet Dory,Kimberley,Xinyi,Winnie,Beining. For what?
Went there to design a birthday card for our one and only Pearlyn senior !

Soon, it was Wushu .. very slack for today's.

P:S / PLEASE tag my dead tagboard ! I know theres handful of people who read and run okay! I need to know who read my blog .

P:P:S/ Those who dunno Pearlyn.. She is the one who rocks at Wushu and roll in studies. ;D

2009-12-31T05:01:00.000-08:00

Last training for the year 2009 ended yesterday at 3.30pm . T.T ( tears of joy . LOL! )
I cant believe that i actually survived in this school with such a challenging and torturing CCA after 1 year !! ( insert millions of smiles . )

Anyway, yesterday's training was super super super "fun" !!
We ran 10 rounds around the parade square. Surprisingly, I ran without stopping!
Afterwards, i start to zibi with my spear again.. Haiz...
And for lunch ... Coach Goh treated us.. ( th sec1s. )

As for today...
Spent most of my time watching drama .

Sometimes I really hate spending my time with my family.
I dont like the way they order my to do stuff.
I dont like the way they blame me when things wasnt right.
I dont like the way they vent angers on me.
I dont like the way they treat the outsiders better than me.

Sometimes , i hate my brother gf ; huiling.
My parents always treat her much better than me .
I think she is acting cute and just trying to catch my parents' attention loh!
When she do something wrong , my parents will say : " Nevermind . It okay. " >:(

Sometimes, i hate my brother too !!!!!! Argh!
When he is sick.. he gets to rest on bed all day . And when im sick, my parents still ask me to do stuff !

!@#$%^*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!

I dont wish to spnd my last day of 2009 like this.
I bet most of the peeps are at khatib to countdown.. not like me ... spending my time with my family and my father's side people. D:

Hopefully, the brand new year would be much better than today.

( This post too much " sometimes " liao =S )

2009-12-29T05:03:00.000-08:00

Aye! Tagboard is DEAD AGAIN ! Helppppppppp! D:
I dont like silent readers .

The results for Singapore Idol was quite disappointing for me. ):

Not much things happened today. Just normal days with wushu training...
- Ran 5 rounds around the Parad Square. Dont like it .
- Trained Spear again and again and again ....
- My new nick : Ahwang ! :O
- PT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Speechless.
- Shimin almost squashed me.. when she step on my legs with both of her legs!! >.<
Okay lar, she was just trying to massage my stiff legs.
To be frank , the massage was awesome !

You don't know me.

2009-12-24T01:53:00.000-08:00

First thing first ..

MERRY CHRISTMAS !! :))

I was chatting with Leonard on 23 Dec .. and his display picture was ......

Leonard staring at a statue's legs!

His looked damn pervertic right ?!! Worst of all, he is smiling .. it makes him look even more like some peverts. ... >.<
I bet he was thinking : Wow! So sexyyy!

15 December

Papa's Birthdayy !! ♥

Didnt do much for him on that day.. I just help with the eating.. ;)

16 December
My Brother went Gleneagles for operation. :O
For what ?
His ligement (??) at his knee kinda break when he played games in his school for the Inter sch games ...
Yes, it does sound scary when i heard the word O-P-E-R-A-T-I-O-N .. but actually its not too bad.. His knee seems better after the operation. ^^

Trip to Bintan started on 18 Dec.

Day 1 :
The awesome part comes when we go for trekking ..
- Slipped almost everytime when it comes to slope that are steep.
- Sec 3 were great help to us . ( I "molested" some of their arms .___. )
- Roomate-d with YuQi, Kimberley & Fiona.
- Our neighbour was Mrs Sim (??) ! :O
-Slept with Kimberley on the same bed without blankets ( !!!!! ) .
And i accidentally hit her mouth with my hand when im sleeping. ( SORRY ! )
FYI, it was freaking cold at night.

Day 2:
Orphanage.
-I've learnt not to take things for granted.
TeamBuilding,
-A weird cheer for our grp ; SOS.

H-E-L-P
HELP
Who say help?
Help me
Help you
Help him
Help her
Help us
Help them

救命啊!

Day 3.
Mangrove tour !!
- Snakes was above me and i was surprise that i didnt scream like i always do ! =]
- Jefferey the cute lil guy splashed water on everyone in the mini boat !
TeamBuilding.
-Remebering everyone's name. ^^
Party !
- POWERPUFF GIRLS ROCKS !!! ( the boys agreed too !! Yeah!! ~~ )

Day 4.
PaintBall!!
- Blue team won!! Weeeeeeeeeeee~~
-Someone shot the paintball at my butt -.-
-Ready to go home.
-Hate the ride on the ferry !

Pictures.( Not in order. )

Took the pictures from Fiona .

PS: Im sleepy when Fiona took the picture of me. >.<
PPS:Kimberley loves ironing clothes. ;)

It wont be you.

2009-12-08T19:27:00.000-08:00

Warning :
This is gonna be a longggggg post !

7 December .

Wushu outing ! ♥
Love the weather ! The weather wasnt very hot and it didnt rain !!! Luck was on our side ~
I thought it will rain cause it was raining when we was on our was to the place ...

Anyhoo, we reached there and head to the bicycle shop to rent bikes.
Rent a two seats bike with Dory .
Gosh, we had a hard time starting the bike for first time than we start to get used to it and had a greeeeeeeeaaaat time riding with her !

And we stopped at the playground and played the super huge roundround thingy ... the one that keeps spining and make you dizzy.... yesyes , we played that .. almost all the peeps went up and gave it a shot. ;D

Ride double seats with KaiJun . He said im better than ManYun . Yeah! Andand .. he also mentioned that i kept giving out orders to him .. like keep left.. faster .. slow down ... -.-

Thanthan ... ride double seats with ManYun. Lol! She damn funny lo.
The moment i start paddling fast , she will be screaming my name like some mad woman .. ;x
I prefered her than Kaijun ..cause she can entertain meeeee ! :)

Fyi, i prefered riding two seats with Dory. Great riding partner ! ;)

Returned bike and start preparing stuff for the BBQ .
Ohyah, the toilet at Pasir Ris cannot make it , no offence .

Didnt helped in the BBQ thingy caused i have not idea how to do it ..
so , i just help with the eating.. ^^

Went home @ 9+ with some sec 1 peeps cause Dory needs to go home early.
And... its kinda creepy when we were finding our way out ... VERY CREEPY ...

All in all, it was a great trip ! Cant wait for more outings !

8 December.
Wushu training ! ):

As expected .. it was a tough training .
Did lots of running during the game .. Haiz.. I hate running !
Anyway, I finally managed to do cartwheels with my legs straight !!

Trained Spear .
Coached by Mr Goh.
Tough.
I've improved after much adjustment of my pose (??) was made.
Smile~ :)

Today.
Did nothing much .. Not yet . Its still early . ( 12:19 pm )
Going to help my mum with some house work...
Iron clothes..
Water the plants.

IM SUCHA GOOD DAUGHTER ! ^^

A pink apple created by LeliaWee
An apple a day , keeps the doctor away !

Searching for the missing pieces.

2009-12-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

An overdued picture. A picture taken during my bro's birthday party at my hse.

Happy Saturday ~~! ^^

Spent my day with 3 aunties. My mum & her friends.
Great time. No kidding, its fun !
~~There was once they even talked about *cough* G-string * cough* .~~ ~.~
Advantage of hanging out with aunties were that you don't need to touch on your money at all. They'll pay for you ! xP
Ate alot of food today.

NasiLemak ... GrilledFishAlioOlio ... PrawnNoodle ... RotiPrata ... Macdonald ...
Gonna gain weight soon .>.<

Oh! I receieved a letter on the Edusave Merit Bursary. Cant have it . The household income has to be lower than 4000$ to be eligible to apply for EdusaceMeritBursary.
I WANT THE EDUSAVE AWARD !! $_$

People, you don't have to read what's at bottom. ;) Those are just craps .
I always thought that i've given up on you . Yet , i'll still think of you .
After much days had past ... Im starting to realise i've not given up on you yet. Not even for a sec.

2009-12-03T23:53:00.000-08:00

Watched 海派甜心 }❤ for the past few hours ~ x)
You guys should go watch ! Its a hilarious show acted by LuoZhiXiang & RainieYang.

Lets go High !!

2009-12-02T01:22:00.000-08:00

Filled up my day with badminton and more badminton ~~ ! ^^
Played with Yuxin and Liuying @ 12pm .
Urgh! The strong wind and the heavy rain causes us to stop playing and kept slacking... !@#$%^&*!

Chiong home immediately to eat my lunch and went to meet up with Siying @ her Aunt's shop.
Played badminton with her outside the Town Council.

She said i bullied her . -.-"
Cause her ankle isnt functioning properly and i kept swinging the shuttle cork very high.
DO YOU CALL THAT BULLYING ?! Ofcourse , NO! teeheehee. xP

Andand .. She kept saying that she saw my fats !!
Okay, its time for me to go on diet . T^T

P.S : I love my colourful posts. ((:
P.P.S: I love days without wushu ! x)

I believe in myself .

2009-12-01T05:40:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps !

First of all, thank you for tagging my used-to-be-a-dead tagboard !
Also, thanks for cheering for me ! <3

I promise , I'll be smiling the next time you see me !
Cause i look prettier when im smiling and look like an ugly duckling when im crying or when im frowning... ( Mummy said so. xP )

31 November.

Something happened and made me gloomy the whole day.
Didnt went for lunch with wushu peeps cause I met Siying ..
And had heart-to-heart talk with her in the bus... <3
Alight in Northpoint with Siying and took a walk around Northpoint and saw Pan LingLing with her husband ! LOL!
Skipped dinner cause i lost my apppetite.
And chatted with Leonard ! Great buddy ! ((:

Today. 1 December.
Finally, its December !!

Soon, I'll be off to Bintan ; Indonesia !! And before we know it.. its MY BIRTHDAY !!!
I still remember the first day of school in ChungCheng ...
Time flies eh?

Click on the picture to enlarge.

Anyhoo, nothing much for today.
Woke up, do all morning things and watched 福气又安康 for the whole afternoon.

Tomorrow. 2 December.
Badminton with friends. Yipeeeeee! ^^

Persistence.

2009-11-29T04:27:00.000-08:00

28th Saturday.

Wushu. As bad as always . T.T
I hate the twirling part !! It made me so giddy !!!!
Sigh.. got scolded by Lan jiaolian .
Im hopeless & useless. Sad.
Felt like crying .. and i did.

During break ...
I called my mum and i cried ... I don't know why .. but the tears just came out almost immediately ...
Yea, called her to fetch me home when wushu ends cause my knee was super pain!
Luckily , i was alone , hence , no one saw me dripping tears for such little stuff. :)
So, ended wushu with 2 bruises on each knee .
What a " wonderful " day !

29th Sunday. ( I was late . As usual xP . SORRY ! )
A better day than Saturday. No bruises . No scoldings. I like. :D
Was somehow praised by Lan jiaolian today.
" You are quite a fast learner for Spear... but your FuChen is terrible.. "
Ofcourse, she said it in Chinese.

Went lunch with most of the wushu peeps. Fun time .
Took some pictures of people's unglam .. Esp shimin's ! :D
Wont post it here. :) Cant believe im sucha good junior ... hehee. Right, Shimin ? ;D

Tomorrow.
Well, i think i can predict what will happen tmr.
More scoldings. More bruises . More tears . Ohwell.
Wish me all the best for tomorrow's horror.

2009-11-26T04:03:00.000-08:00

Hey people! :D

Gosh, my tagboard is D-E-A-D ! How sad .. ! ):
Do me a favour .. TAG MEEEEEEEEEEEEE !! Please & Thankyou !

Okay, I was really busy recently . Yes, Wushu .
Everyday when i reach home..

I bathe ..
I eat ...
I sleep...

My holidays seem so .. Meaningless?

Other than wushu , had been swimming @ Safra lately. Im tanned. ( Not very. ) :)

Fate brings us together.

2009-11-20T05:26:00.000-08:00

武术
Wushu was superb great today!
I don't know why.. but sometimes i think Wushu sucks.. ~.~

The suckish part was when my friends asked me out .. I'll always say.. " Sorry. Cant. Wushu . "
Gosh, I've said that to my friends for more than 10+ ! Pathetic.
It took away my holidays ... sigh...
Also, I hate wushu is because i cant seem to catch up with others, but i hate myself more ! I hate myself for not being able to be like others! Not only that, I kept getting scolded my coaches. T.T

The good part was that my mates are very helpful . They helped me whenever im lost and gave me courage which somehow works for me to continue Wushu-ing.
My mates also tends to help me even when they think im kinda hopeless.. >.<
Precious moments... ;D

Enjoyed playing captain's ball ( ?? ) today ( 20 Nov 09 ) ❤

Wish upon the stars.

2009-11-18T04:54:00.000-08:00

That's me !! Not much changes eh?

Did anyone went to watch Meteor Shower today? ( @ 5am; ard Chinese Garden )
Tell me how was it okay?? :D

Im going to watch it on December 12 with family ! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~